Money

I am not happy. But I am also not sad to the point of depression. I am not content, but I am grateful for what I have; I just want something more. It’s not healthy, and people always tell me not to do it, but in my situation,. How can I not chase money? The daily complaints about not having enough money and where to get money made me wonder: would there be enough money if I wasn’t here? I sometimes just want to *poof* away! No more thinking of where to get her tuition fee, where to get her allowance, what to feed her, how to take care of her, etc. And I have the audacity to dream big?