Put them first.

Cancel my doctor’s appointment, pay them first. Don’t mind me, I can hold on. Don’t mind me for now, make sure they’re paid and living the best life. It’s okay if you have to ignore me for now.. no allowance.. don’t buy me a laptop for now. it’s okay. I will wait.. until you can. Don’t stress yourself out.. I’m a burden aren’t I? Yeah.. I wish I disappear too. It’s not you guys.. it’s me.