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Waiting on something to kill me
Category: Life
(*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡ I've just been waiting (⌒_⌒;) » Continue Reading
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i feel a deep connection to this missing songwriter, Daisuke Tobari
Category: Music
o(≧▽≦)o hi, so there's this musician called Daisuke Tobari 戸張 » Continue Reading
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This website is like a small city, ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა everybody knows each other
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
(✯◡✯) It's insane, I see the same people interacting with one another, I love this, I feel like an old lady saying good morning to jack the mailman, who is the second cousin of a friend of mine. There's even a wall of shame, this is the true internet experience. ヽ(⌒▽⌒)ﾉ » Continue Reading
no juízo final, deus vai sentar na cadeira como réu
Category: Life
hoje, vi um casal de moradores de rua com a filha recém-nascida nos braços da mulher, os dois no chão » Continue Reading
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Gringos não vão me parar (⌒▽⌒)☆
Category: Blogging
Continuarei postando minhas merdas, apesar dos gringos. 。.:☆:･'(⌒―⌒*))) » Continue Reading
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time passes and i feel more and more like i'm deprived of happiness (mainly because of tech)
Category: Life
Everyday I wake up and a machine learns a new way to make me unhappy. (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞ It's vile, and it's only getting worse. Ted, a man can only go so long with a manifesto. I don't see technology actually making my life better. I don't see myself getting healthier mentally or phisically. And far from believing that tech only has functional value, I can see the conceptual merit of the developm » Continue Reading
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Como tratei minha ansiedade grave
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
Há quem não tenha sorte no amor. Eu tive (um beijo, meu amor), mas não tive sorte no tratamento dos transtornos psicológicos. Nunca fui exatamente diagnosticado quando fui ao psiquiatra (fui a 2 psiquiatras, clássico de psiquiatra tratar pacientes mal). Mesmo assim, ambos os médicos receitaram ansiolíticos - remédios para ansiedade. - (* ^ ω ^) E então tomei 4 medicamentos. Nenhum funcionou. Inclu... » Continue Reading
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Não consigo pensar em nada que eu possa fazer para ser diferente do que sou
Category: Blogging
Publicar arte é um processo muito difícil pra mim, existir online também. Escrever isso não me é agradável, mas eu preciso. Detesto de tal maneira isso tudo que me desestimula a materializar arte em primeiro lugar. Porque fazer arte é fácil, eu posso mentalmente fazer um poema e deixar ele na minha cabeça por 10 mins, 30 mins, 1 hora, 2 horas, 1 dia e esquecer. Materializar é diferente de fazer. ... » Continue Reading
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(◕‿◕) I have reoccurring dreams of people crying in my arms
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Hi again, (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ I have these dreams where someone I know or love cries with me while in my arms. So far, I've dreamt with my mother, my aunt and my aunt's dog. The interesting part is that I always have these dreams when I sleep in my back. Exclusively. Does anyone know why that happens? Thnx for reading!!!! (≧◡≦) » Continue Reading
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how lain, pewdiepie and 25g of pot lead me into psychosis
Category: Religion and Philosophy
I was in a bad place in 2018. I dropped out of college and downloaded RISEN (2009) on my PC, two decisions that I regret deeply. I used to smoke pot just about everyday. And watch pewdiepie also everyday. At that time, I felt very enlightened (I was too stressed and under the influence of too much THC), so I believed » Continue Reading