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Category: Life
I want out of my relationship, I love my girlfriend so much but I can't keep arguing with her. She's hypersexual and I'm mostly gay+I don't care for sex much. It's not that I don't love her I genuinely cannot keep up with it. I do my best for her but I'm not good with bipolar. I want to start over and work, start on a better life but she told me she'd kill herself if I left so I don't know what t... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
My relationship is honestly struggling. I love her but I've started to question my sexuality. I made a new friend recently but that friend is not the reason i started questioning it. I've been questioning it for a while but with more arguments where I've been told I'm the problem again and again makes me. I understand that in my relationship i struggle because i'm dumb with a partner who has bipol... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It's not getting any better. It's constant circles and ending up in the same place. Nobody i know cares to know if I'm okay or not even when I'm showing signs of not being okay. I'm so tired of trying, I'm tired of living up to unrealistic expectations. Isolation is good but it can get to be too much. I want friends again, I want to have what jobs I want, I want to not be such a fucking mess up. I... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sometimes I wish I wasn't gay, idk why but I wish I wasn't » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I lost my dog tags for work, I lost them and I'm scared that my girlfriend found them because I wasn't supposed to have them on me, I already lost the bolt that we get rewarded but I didn't think I'd lose the dog tags. So now I'm scared that she found them. I really hope she didn't because that would make her mad at me and I don't want another argument, as I said one more argument and I'm out. But... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I've been struggling with what I'm gonna do, like ik I should break up with her and I've just been tryina figure out how I would but like I don't wanna break her heart. But at the same time she broke mine. Pretty much the night before last night I didn't wanna fuck and I tried to tell her I didn't want to and she basically said "I don't want you to touch me anymore" and basically said she'd cheat ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Today was a bit better than yesterday, so that's good :) » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm just gonna try to make it work, I really do love her even if it can get bad. But love does hurt. I want it to work but I know it might not. I just wish I could hold her but also be held. I know I'm more on the gay side but I do really love her. She's the only girl i'd even love. But she said she's the only girl that would love me. And that's okay because I don't want another girl to love me. S... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm pretty sure if I break up with her then she'll say a ton of stuff about me, she's said I've done stuff that I don't even remember. I'm tired, I love her so much but fuck. I love her more than anything but I can't keep living like this. I love her more than anything but it hurts. And I can't get out » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I love getting threatened if getting broken up with over trying at work » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
She's probably gonna be my reason. I just wanted to work with her but she sees it as me doing what she wanted to do, I wanted to do it too. But she sees everything as a competition. She's probably gonna be the reason I kill myself, if I do I'll say goodbye to my managers who actually believed in me. My girlfriend has been intensionally putting me down so I'll stop working as hard, I just wanted to... » Continue Reading
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