I think love is extremely painful. It's a knife you dig into your chest, sometimes sharper than you realize. It burns. It drains. It's horrifying. Yet at the same time, I'm drawn to it. It's beautiful, and painful, and kind. It can kill and heal, and that's where the excitement comes from. A "will it or won't it" situation. Is it meant to be or are they fooling you? That was my most recent relatio... » Continue Reading
(TW for mentions of r@pe, stalking, and physical abuse.) Normally I start these blogs with a short sentence or paragraph, but this topic is one of the heavier ones. I want to start off by saying that I will not be giving names/usernames to avoid further conflict with this person. I know how frustrating that is, and I would love to tell people, but I can't do that knowing that they have informa » Continue Reading
I’ll make this pretty some other time. Right now, it feels like a cry for help or some desperate attempt at being less lonely, and that’s exactly what this is. I’ve noticed lately that I’m lonely. I mean, I have people to talk to occasionally. A few friends, my sister, and people I meet at random. However, it’s not the same as actually connecting with someone. Someone who is so like you, that you ... » Continue Reading
As I type, I have my favorite playlist going so here in case y'all wanted it bc it's peak https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHoQOj_VprQ ANYWAYYYYY since it's finally February and I promised to write about my love life again, here it is. If y'all haven't read his blog yet, go check it out! » Continue Reading
I rewrote this a ton of times. I thought maybe people would like advice, but I'm not really helpful unless people ask specific questions. Things like "should I really trust this person after they betrayed me" or "was I right or wrong in this situation"? I wondered what I could say to offer some help. Tutorials? Plenty of those. A guide to making friends? Not e » Continue Reading
It's been a whiiiiiiiillllllllleeeeeeeee. HIIIII TO WHOEVER READS!!!! Sorry for my sudden disappearance. Life got a little hectic, so I've been trying to regain focus and all that jazz. For starters, being an adult sucks. WHAT DO YOU MEAN EGGS AND CHICKEN ARE BEING RECALLED? WHY IS GETTING A JOB SO MUCH HARDER THAN BACK THEN?? THE SHUTDOWN HAS BEEN GOING FOR HOW LONG NOW??? Observe the shock of ev... » Continue Reading
FIRST SLEEPOVER EVR !! I've never been to a sleepover before, so yesterday was super fun. I'm not super duper depressed anymore (sort of) so yay for me! I went out with my sister, cousin, and my two friends. I was honestly pretty hesitant since me and the friend hosting the sleepover in question were...rocky. Anyway, I didn't want my cousin to go alone, so I sucked it up and decided I'd forgive a ... » Continue Reading
Sorry, this is yet another sad one. This is basically part two of another blog on my dad. If you saw the last blog, you know about how much fun I had at a sleepover. If not, I had fun, that's all. Before I left, me and my mom argued because of course we did. We just do. » Continue Reading