Happy endings

Do you believe in happy endings?

I mean, I think everyone did at some point. Back in the short-lived stage of childhood, when Disney set up the perfect image of a happy ending. Maybe it meant finding a prince or princess and riding off into the sunset. Maybe it meant finding family and going on an adventure. Maybe it meant opening up and discovering things about yourself for the first time. Perhaps it does exist.

But what about the heartbreak and sadness? It's hard to picture a happy ending when you've grown up and grown accustomed to the bitterness in living. Do you ever wonder what your eyes would've looked like as you realize this is life? With war, death, mourning, desperation, and all. It's uncomfortable.

I was planning on writing a song. I listened to a song and thought about death and realized at some point, things end. Whether that be a career, a life, a friendship, or something deeper, things aren't made to last. If anything lives, it's the memories and the ideas one has. Why not write the last song now? If I ever do plan to release a song I've written, I want to think of this one as the last. A song that marks an ending and the beginning of what happens next. It feels like I'm skipping a few chapters, but who hasn't gotten at least a little curious and peeked at the last page in a book?

Music aside, life is still ass. I'm not doing too bad, but I'm not exactly happy either. Still good at acting like it though. I forced myself to focus solely on work, money, and trying to get back into hobbies. Along with that, I met some really great people. I've even gotten into contact with one of my old friends. I hope she gets better this time. I plan to visit her and another friend sometime soon.

I ask again, do you still believe in happy endings? What would it be like? Do you think I might have one? If you've read my other blogs or are only seeing this one as a first impression, write me a happy ending. What does it look like visually? What song is playing? What colors am I looking at? Who else is there? Would I, in that moment, believe in a happy ending?

If you've read this, have an amazing day or night. I hope you wish upon a star and find that it comes true. <3