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i h8 college... i h8 job searching... i love my major sm but taking the classes when you already know how to do shit is so miserable TT like why do i as a photoshop user of over 5 years need to sit through the entirety of a 2 hour lecture where i'm instructed on how to Use A Layer Mask... no snacks no naps no split screen youtube video... actual death i miss my NEET era » Continue Reading
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fully free in a world not built for me sitting on the patio stairs in a thunderstorm » Continue Reading
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its raining i want to go out and Be in it im starting to realize im really nothing at all i have no one not in the city, not in my hometown, not on the internet everyone and everything is more connected than it ever has been and yet im completely and utterly Alone. i am an only child in blood and in spirit i saw washington square for the first time it was so undeniably alive, even in the dark i » Continue Reading
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wednesday was good i think. i went to class and the professor spoke to me he wasnt mad and i felt relief until i realized that i had missed another test and another assignment or two and a lack of anger doesnt change the F grade. i took the train after class to 23rd street got a hot taro milk tea even though i wasnt anywhere near cold enough for it i knew the sugar would make me feel sick but i di... » Continue Reading
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i think i might just give up do whatever i want for a while but in a less depressing way duck all the turnstyles and go wherever i want whenever i want if i get kidnapped and murdered it is what it is i'll make music and art and surround myself with the work of others try to get my previous grades cancelled and take a break from worrying about the future ones live like a house cat just for a week ... » Continue Reading
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things are never gonna get better i've got F grades across the board my mom finally let me submit my accessibility forms but its far too late to make a difference theres something fundamentally wrong with me and we've both known for a while but now that i'm an 'adult' she can accept it because its not her problem anymore i'm losing momentum can't get out of bed no matter where i stay theres really... » Continue Reading
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living and studying in the city now and its so so so lonely TT it's hot as balls and walking around everywhere is miserable and the subway is almost three dollars now and i'm too scared to even duck the turnstyles anymore because of the facial recognition stuff they're trying to implement i started classes yesterday but i haven't made any friends or anything from it i haven't made any friends at... » Continue Reading
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