rain

its raining

i want to go out and Be in it

im starting to realize im really nothing at all

i have no one 

not in the city, not in my hometown, not on the internet

everyone and everything is more connected than it ever has been and yet im completely and utterly Alone.

i am an only child in blood and in spirit

i saw washington square for the first time

it was so undeniably alive, even in the dark

i couldnt muster the audacity to Exist there on my own

so i just floated through, and it didnt matter

i didnt change anything

i couldnt

i cant be anything to anyone