I might kind of hate it here
at least with the lifestyle i'm supposed to be following
I miss being able to just go out on my own
Drive somewhere quiet or somewhere loud and just walk or sit and exist
I havent felt like a person in a while
its worse here
I try to read but my brain doesnt hold onto the words
I try to speak but nothing comes out of my mouth
I try to see but my eyes wont focus on anything
I try to stand but i'm gravity pulls with more than just the weight of the Earth
things will get better with time
i just need to Adjust
Adapt
Evolve
This is meant to be a new chapter
of course i cant read through it before its done
but my hands cant even grip the pen
and i'm writing in invisible ink
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