soooooo a crush I've written poems about on here I had my friend tell I like him and it was so unexpected because I texted my friend at 3 am "do you think I have a chance with (his name)" and he said to ask him and I was like maybe but not actually serious about it and then he was serious and had him guess who liked him and he guessed right after a while and my friend asked him "would you be down ... » Continue Reading
so basically I went to a mets game and it was vs the Baltimore Orioles, I've never been to a baseball game except to a small one when I was 3 that I don't remember so this was kinda new and exciting. I am not the biggest sports fan or baseball fan in general but I do like both the mets and orioles so I didnt care who won, however I was wearing a mets shirt so I did kinda root for the mets ykyk but... » Continue Reading
I told you my secrets and it was so sweet, I know it was short but I thought it was something real. you said your loyal, and you asked if a single friend has never left me. I said no, and I said "I'm surprised we lasted this long" and you questioned every word I said. a promise shot dead, you said you would stay, I thought our friendship was something I could keep. but » Continue Reading
I never really knew how to live, I never really lived. I only have known to just merely survive, just barley getting by. time seems to fly, life just passing by.. noise can surround you and irritate you, but silence is even louder. It leaves you with your own thoughts, it irritates you even more. you can never truly be happy or satisfied and the things around you start to fade into one another and... » Continue Reading
Zachary, oh baby- could you do what it takes? well maybe. I'm not putting it bluntly, I'm just trying to put you in your place humbly. darling just look at me the way you did in september, it's hard to remember but I know in your gaze i can be okay again. they say your annoying, but your voice is a melody to my ears. your flawed but perfect, the balance in between. I never wanted you more. you nev... » Continue Reading
sooooo today was good. first off I woke up and I do look like shit (my hair is knotted and acne and eczema horrible!!!!) HOWEVER I was supposed to go somewhere with my mom and it was fine but boring. while we were out we stopped at the animal shelter where I spent MY ENTIRE DAY. which also made my day, because I felt shitty the entire week but last night I drew really good drawings up till 7 am so... » Continue Reading
so today I woke up and I was going on and on about my intp mbti type and how it's misunderstood but like I kinda hate being intp but love it at the same time bc it means I have the same one as Bo burnham and I LOVE BO BURNHAM!!! but anyway yk so I cleaned the bathroom and then I watered plants and stuff and then in the living room we have this crusty musty dusty ahh piano » Continue Reading
I've loved you more than the universe, the entire world and you can't do the same in return. When will I ever learn? A sad unrequited love I knew from the start, a love that would never be reciprocated outside of my own heart, it tears me apart. » Continue Reading
I wanna close my eyes and fall asleep in your arms, your imaginary arms - the ones that only hold me tight through my darkest night within my dreams. he isn't as bad as he seems, he is a good guy. the type of guy to tease you everyday of the week and then give you a kiss on the cheek. the type of guy to make you laugh just to see the stars shine in your eyes, to see your smile glow in the moonligh... » Continue Reading
I'm a dried and crippled flower, I'm a dead leaf in fall. I'll never know why some will pick on you, not the beautiful one - but just to watch you die slowly into the dried crippled flower. All people see me as is quiet. that is if they notice my presence at all, but just labeled and obejectfied as a single thing. Nothing more. They crave an explanation if they even bother to care, and I would sa... » Continue Reading
At first it takes you by surprise, countless days wander into weeks still pondering the question. you become aware of it, yet it feels so familiar like the feeling of sun's warmth on a summer's day, hearing the sprinklers and sound of the crickets like when you were a child. somehow you have always been slightly aware of it. it haunts the back of your mind, it taunts you as you grasp for sanity li... » Continue Reading
➴➵➶➴➵➶➴➵➶➴➵➶➴➵➶ he looked at me, but he didn't see what I see. I saw a false reality, a prince charming ready to save me. to make all my problems go away, thinking about him everyday. but to him I was a joke. just another girl to give him attention - love turne » Continue Reading
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