notes app poetry entry #5

I never really knew how to live, I never really lived. I only have known to just merely survive, just barley getting by. time seems to fly, life just passing by.. noise can surround you and irritate you, but silence is even louder. It leaves you with your own thoughts, it irritates you even more. you can never truly be happy or satisfied and the things around you start to fade into one another and all you can hear is a pounding in your head and the sound of your heartbeat. the pain in the back of your throat when you feel like your about to cry. same shit, different day.