how can one tell the other that they love and care for them when in reality they have a whole other person they're telling the same thing to? how can one person be so cruel to break the heart of someone who truly cared about them and would do anything for them in a heartbeat? » Continue Reading
i wonder if i'll ever get better. will i finally learn how to love and accept myself. maybe in 5 years who knows? maybe i'll be more mature and could finally tell myself that all these while it wasnt me its them. but for now im guess im going to have to try and enjoy while living with a sickness in my head. » Continue Reading
once again i forgot that guys only ever look at me when they wanna sleep with me. so when a guy acts a bit differently like sweet and caring i got too excited and got attached way to quickly. now i cant blame anyone cuz i did this to myself. how did i even think a guy like that ever look at someone like me and have genuine feeling? way too funny but s » Continue Reading
my biggest fear is growing up because the realisation that i cant never experience the same feelings anymore and all the memories will seem distant. i never want to grow up i dont think i can explain it cuz being a teenager its not like u can do everything but something about knowing that im young comfort me. » Continue Reading
sometimes i sits and think. i think about the past eventho it wont change anything i still think and sometimes i cry. i’d like to think how would i have turned out if i had stayed in school. i think of the possibilities of me turning into the person i’ve always wanted to be when i was younge » Continue Reading