i feel it fester inside me; it grows and morphs into something uncomfortable. "I cant control how I am" is drowned in the sea of laughter and taunts I used to think me being "weird" was something superficial; something I can grow out of, but instead in grew into. my body is aging rapidly still as my mind stays young and naive. a glimer of maturity is all people ask for. is all people expect, so ... » Continue Reading
im having troubles with my layout.. i swear ive tried everything but i cannot get it tot work. even the backround wont show up,,,, idk what im doing wrong. someone pls help meeeee » Continue Reading
hey guysss!!! not sure if any of my old friends on my page will see this.. but im back! life got so busy with school.. and ykk,,, life. alot has happened. but long story short, ex bf broke up w me, i dropped out of college before it even started, and now im living away from where i went to hs. its awesome. i think the last time i was seriously on here was 2 years ago when i made my account. i was... » Continue Reading
this thursday i have a date with my awesome bf!! RAHAHHH im so excited for it:] we're gonna skip our after school club and we're gonna drive to the park to have a picnic and do some watercolor painting !! I CANT WAIT. » Continue Reading
my friend is staying the night with me and we made slijme !!! it was so fubn and we spent like 3 hours just playing with it we then decided at like 1 am to order taco bell, fast forward to 3 am, we're on the couch playing with slime and watching spooky videos...before you know it SLIME IS STUCK TO THE COUCH. he panics and i tell him its okay and that we can get it out, with all the carpet cleaning... » Continue Reading
Okay so I can’t look at my screen bc I’m not supposed to be on my phone LOL BUT IM SO FUCKING BOTED ? And so tried bthrutrd playing sleep music and it’s dark in the room. Help me I’m so sleep » Continue Reading
so i recently started talking to this really cool guy at school, he has same music taste and style as me!!! me him and M hungout today. C (new friend) took walmart display pictures LOL!!!! we had so much fun, we went to five below where we found posters and bought some, walmart to where i bough more oil paint for myself then out to dinner !!! tbh i think he's really attractive but i would never t... » Continue Reading
ive never taken a break before, not at my current job or my last job. like should i be taking them???? where would i go, bc there's no break room at my job, and where would i go???? so many questions that seem stupid but i gen dk what i would do on my break other than be on my phone the whole time... » Continue Reading
theres this one girl at work i don't like, luckily i don't work in the same room as her but shes just UGH idk how to describe it. she always looking at me then when i notice and look at her, she looks away.. like tf you at?? and also, bc i work at a daycare we have a very understandable, strict policy on no recording or taking pictures of any of the kids... and what does this girl do??? TAKES A VI... » Continue Reading
It’s not even night time yet and my parents have found a way to make me look like a fucking idiot. They keep giving me looks whenever I try to joke, when I talk about my experiences they look at me as if I’m some alien or smt. AND THEYRE TOO LOUD. Always yelling at someone for something. That’s probably why my hearing is so bad, there’s always someone screaming in my fucking ear. And not to menti... » Continue Reading
I so badly wanna go on T but my parents won’t allow me, and I’m pretty sure you NEED a doctors note saying you have gender dysphoria and NEED hormones… I’ve tried voice training (and it worked) but my voice still isn’t as deep as I need it to be, when I’m happy or get too excited it gets all high pitched and I hate it for when I’m more masculine. UGGGHHHHH » Continue Reading