i feel it fester inside me; it grows and morphs into something uncomfortable. "I cant control how I am" is drowned in the sea of laughter and taunts I used to think me being "weird" was something superficial; something I can grow out of, but instead in grew into. my body is aging rapidly still as my mind stays young and naive. a glimer of maturity is all people ask for. is all people expect, so ... » Continue Reading
this thursday i have a date with my awesome bf!! RAHAHHH im so excited for it:] we're gonna skip our after school club and we're gonna drive to the park to have a picnic and do some watercolor painting !! I CANT WAIT. » Continue Reading
my friend is staying the night with me and we made slijme !!! it was so fubn and we spent like 3 hours just playing with it we then decided at like 1 am to order taco bell, fast forward to 3 am, we're on the couch playing with slime and watching spooky videos...before you know it SLIME IS STUCK TO THE COUCH. he panics and i tell him its okay and that we can get it out, with all the carpet cleaning... » Continue Reading
Okay so I can’t look at my screen bc I’m not supposed to be on my phone LOL BUT IM SO FUCKING BOTED ? And so tried bthrutrd playing sleep music and it’s dark in the room. Help me I’m so sleep » Continue Reading
so i recently started talking to this really cool guy at school, he has same music taste and style as me!!! me him and M hungout today. C (new friend) took walmart display pictures LOL!!!! we had so much fun, we went to five below where we found posters and bought some, walmart to where i bough more oil paint for myself then out to dinner !!! tbh i think he's really attractive but i would never t... » Continue Reading
ive never taken a break before, not at my current job or my last job. like should i be taking them???? where would i go, bc there's no break room at my job, and where would i go???? so many questions that seem stupid but i gen dk what i would do on my break other than be on my phone the whole time... » Continue Reading
theres this one girl at work i don't like, luckily i don't work in the same room as her but shes just UGH idk how to describe it. she always looking at me then when i notice and look at her, she looks away.. like tf you at?? and also, bc i work at a daycare we have a very understandable, strict policy on no recording or taking pictures of any of the kids... and what does this girl do??? TAKES A VI... » Continue Reading
It’s not even night time yet and my parents have found a way to make me look like a fucking idiot. They keep giving me looks whenever I try to joke, when I talk about my experiences they look at me as if I’m some alien or smt. AND THEYRE TOO LOUD. Always yelling at someone for something. That’s probably why my hearing is so bad, there’s always someone screaming in my fucking ear. And not to menti... » Continue Reading
I so badly wanna go on T but my parents won’t allow me, and I’m pretty sure you NEED a doctors note saying you have gender dysphoria and NEED hormones… I’ve tried voice training (and it worked) but my voice still isn’t as deep as I need it to be, when I’m happy or get too excited it gets all high pitched and I hate it for when I’m more masculine. UGGGHHHHH » Continue Reading
ive kinda forgotten about this website ngl LOL.... but anywayheres some quick u8s for those who might give a shit 1. i found a job! if you read my dramatic blog a few months ago about losing my job, you would know that it didn't end well... but now I'm thriving at my new job!! making hella monei too 2. i went to a concert with my best friend:] we say ptv, the used, don broco and girlfriends!!!!! ... » Continue Reading
ive been on this site for HOURS trying to create my own layout and i fucked it up somehow and made the text nonvisible SOOO i got frustrated and deleted EVERYTHING!!!:) so fun and cool but i need help w everything omfg. edit- i just give up, this shit is too hard and too fucking tedious to actually be enjoyable » Continue Reading