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Lonely

Category: Life

I feel like a prisoner in my dorm room.  I have no friends that live here like last year, everyone either dropped out or went to a different school. For me to visit friends I have to take the red line for 30 to 40 minutes.  No one from my school attends the dorms this year as well. So that’s great. It’s so hard making friends here, I feel so awkward and at the same time, I kinda don’t want to make... » Continue Reading

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School

Category: Life

I missed three consecutive days of school. Which means that I had almost a week off of school. I didn’t really leave the house and kinda rotted in bed all day. The more I stay inside the more I understand why people become shut ins. It’s so hard to go back into the real world without feeling embarrassed. I almost didn’t go to class today because i was so worried about how people might perceive me ... » Continue Reading

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Makeup

Category: Life

Sometimes I feel like people are loosing empathy. I was looking at more elegant makeup such as flower knows and gilding lily, and every time I look at those brands I get a little envious. They have such beautiful packaging and design work when it comes to their eyeshadow pallets and blushes. But I have more darker skin, I see people show off their collection and I get jealous. I want to wear the b... » Continue Reading

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Abandonment

Category: Blogging

Isn’t it weird when your have to mourn a friend who’s still alive?  One of my closest friends walked out of my life out of nowhere. I understand her feelings really, I get that it was my fault. She had every right to leave. But everyday since it happened of gotten more depressed and angry about the situation.  A few weeks before she decided to quit bring friends she mentioned how I might have aban... » Continue Reading

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Ummmmmmm

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I love college dorm life. When would you ever get crossed watching old amv’s you used to watch in middle school with friends you just met 7 months ago?!!! » Continue Reading

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I want to live

Category: Life

I think it’s weird that we live in such a capitalist society that people can’t even rent apartments let alone houses. Like why are corporations raising rent so much to the point where people need four roommates and two jobs to even have shelter. We as a society are no longer living we are surviving.  Not like you can complain about it though either, at least in America. The moment someone complain... » Continue Reading

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Seasonal Depression Sucks

Category: Life

Seasonal depression is kicking my ass right now. I realize that when my mood changes I get stuck in a really bad art block. Like I feel so unconfident in my art and that’s really bad since I go to an art school. None of my assignments are doing well because of my declining mental health.  » Continue Reading

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