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I’ve finally been able to do things the past week and actually made a ton of new friends irl and I’m proud of myself. I also accidentally drank way too much one night and was drunk the whole next day smh but it was worth it. I got to experience some new things and was able to finally get out of my own head for a minute. Surrounding yourself with people who actually like you for who you are will al... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Yesterday was such a good mental day and now I'm stuck in this gross mood .-. This fatigue is killing me. Hopefully if I rest long enough my social battery can charge for Emo Nite on Saturday. Until then its TikTok and tons of blankets/pillows in bed ☺ » Continue Reading
Category: Music
Planet of Ice by Minus The Bear is quickly becoming one of my favorite albums of all time and I'm all here for it 48 minutes of free therapy » Continue Reading
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Good mental health day for the most part? Only downside was the coffee making me feel like I was gonna die in the self checkout line :))) Can't tell if manic episode is going to start soon or if I'm finally making real progress We'll see » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I’m in a better headspace now and I can confirm I may have been a lil melodramatic but hey if it’s all stuck inside it’s going to come out way worse than it needs to in another week or so 🙃 » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I feel stuck. I don't see myself taking the right steps to make my life any more fulfilling. I feel like what I'm searching for is in other people. The validation. But of what? Could it be possible that I put my walls up so high I can't even get through to myself? I just wish I knew what I wanted. Or at least didn't tear myself apart every second I'm awake. I wish I could see myself the way other ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
It's nice to be here away from everyone who actually knows who I am or knows me in person. It's like I'm getting a small taste of running away and starting a new life. I love the people around me but sometimes I just want to be alone. I want to be able to just exist sometimes without having to give anything to anyone. The downside of that is how the life I want can quickly turn into a nightmare wi... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
The past two years have been full of suffering and change. With this year coming to an end it's hard not to think about the people who have come and gone in your life. Suicide will always be lingering around.. as it sneaks up on some while going in full force on others with no sign of letting up. It hurts having to see your friends end their battles what seems like one after the other. It makes me... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Maybe things aren't as bad as I've been making them out to be. Today was way better than yesterday and I almost feel like the complete opposite happened. It's nice not being in my head as much. I get to experience the present for what it is, not the hellscape I make it to be. As much as I hate to admit it.. the positive affirmations I've been listening to have been helping me more than I've been a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I feel like I'm the only one hyperaware anytime I go anywhere. I know no one is paying attention to me but in my head it's like everyone is having the same negative thoughts about me that are running through my head a mile a minute. I wish I could go out and have fun without thinking about every part of my being that people can perceive. » Continue Reading
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I feel like everything I do now is so mundane and I can't find any source of happiness (or so it seems) .-. Can't wait for the holiday season to pass » Continue Reading
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