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Feeling Dump

I feel stuck. I don't see myself taking the right steps to make my life any more fulfilling. I feel like what I'm searching for is in other people. The validation. But of what?

Could it be possible that I put my walls up so high I can't even get through to myself? I just wish I knew what I wanted. Or at least didn't tear myself apart every second I'm awake. I wish I could see myself the way other people do. I miss how I used to be. I'm tired of what I settled for.. not only now but when I had the power to actually do something. 

I wish someone could reach me the way I need them to. I feel like no one understands what's going on in my head but that's also my fault because I don't ever say what's really bothering me. How can someone help when you can't even face the real problem. 

Sometimes I wish I could be alone forever 


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