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It's nice to be here away from everyone who actually knows who I am or knows me in person. It's like I'm getting a small taste of running away and starting a new life. I love the people around me but sometimes I just want to be alone. I want to be able to just exist sometimes without having to give anything to anyone. The downside of that is how the life I want can quickly turn into a nightmare with how fast I'm able to start catastrophizing any situation. The daily battle is a tough one for sure but I don't see myself giving up anytime soon. New challenges will always pop up when you least expect it or when you feel like things can't get any worse and that is okay. I have to learn to make peace with not being in control of everything.