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It's been a while since I've talked to yall. The grievance that is my own emotional attachment has gotten in my way. I feel so happy yet so alone. Today I'm greatful for the things I have. I'm grateful for my friends who have stuck around despite my efforts to disconnect. I'm grateful for the angels who walk amongst me; the angels who knew that my distance was deception. Distance can never hide so... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
The worst part about knowing that someone is sick, is watching them slowly wither away like the petals of a flower, and knowing what ending is near. It gets to the point where he can barely walk. He needs help or just sits until he regains enough energy. He's lost so much weight too, from an XL to what looks to be a medium. In such a short amount of time, I know what it means. I did the same thing... » Continue Reading
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The person who use to make me fall asleep at night, is now the reason I can't sleep. Endless thoughts run through my head, the same thoughts I had while we were together. Only this time they're worse. In the end I know it's for the best, but I only stay awake to think of the suffering; The suffering i felt comfortable in. The suffering that for some reason made me feel loved, and made me feel like... » Continue Reading
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the end of my world has come and i have moved on to the next planet. i have been jumping between rocks trying to find the best one, but its hard to find a rock when you want a star. each planet is different in their ways, and each just as beautiful. planets just don't shine like she does. no planet has made me feel the warmth she has. no planet is as hard to get as she is. i love finding new plane... » Continue Reading
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starting out, reminders were so nice. i would always remind you to eat. sleep. drink water. to stay sober. talk to someone if you need help. regulate your emotions. wake up at this time. get ready for school. we have to go. if you are sick stay home. i know everything even if you dont tell me exactly. reminders turned into tasks. ill go to school if you do. ill drink water if you do. ill eat if yo... » Continue Reading
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being in a relationship with you was like a science experiment. you attatched a tube to my face, and spat your venom. Endless amounts of love, presents and reassurance but it was toxic. the love only came after fights, presents only when asked for or during special occasions, and reassurance when you knew you were caught. your venom was colored to match my moods. i willingly let you spew your toxi... » Continue Reading
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when we ended i was told congrats. you were told that i was the monster. your friends congratulated me. my friends congratulated me. all along it was you. you made me think i was nothing but your trophy. i was a placeholder for you so you could survive on the brink of loneliness. when you call me and my family to make sure im alive, its just you caring. when i text your mother who i called my mom ... » Continue Reading
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when finding the right person, friend or relationship, ask yourself what you like about them. ask yourself what you don't like. do you think if your family was the same, you could accept it forever? if not then they probably aren't for you. i know how it feels to get caught up in love and think you can put up with anything forever. living this way isn't fun. being on the edge of your seat, waiting... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
to me, you are the perfect person. i know you aren't. you put me through hell to push me away because you didn't actually love me. no matter how much you tried to push me away you always ended up with me and i'm sorry that you had to experience that. as sorry as i am, i'm sorry i let you hurt me. i'm sorry i believed you when you said it was just me. i'm sorry i loved you as much as i did. i know ... » Continue Reading
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in another life, the past or the future, i hope i'm happy. i do everything to please others but get no recognition. i spent so long worrying about someone i loved, that i missed that they did not love me. i hope that in another life i can tell the difference between love and someone being lonely. do you know how to tell the difference? a person in love will stay with you no matter what. If someone... » Continue Reading
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