Its been a while

It's been a while since I've talked to yall. The grievance that is my own emotional attachment has gotten in my way. I feel so happy yet so alone. Today I'm greatful for the things I have. I'm grateful for my friends who have stuck around despite my efforts to disconnect. I'm grateful for the angels who walk amongst me; the angels who knew that my distance was deception. Distance can never hide someone's true emotion. Distance can never hide someone's true pain. Although some did slip through the cracks; I'm always going to cherish the people who allowed me to voice my concerns no matter the repition. I have a special place in my heart for the people who let me openly complain about certain aspects of my life without getting annoyed at my pain. I've grown so tired of repeating myself but I know that it is the only way to get over myself. The problem is gone, all thats left is my own mental block.