"just waking up'"
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Category: Blogging
hii everyone. went to cedar point . unfortunately often shortened to cp . had fun!! not big enough rides, tho. wanted to be scared and was not ( ；∀；) got some pretty major suicidal thoughts near the end. but tbf i hadn't eaten pretty much all day (food at amusement parks is so damn expensive...) so i was probably hangry. was also late to taking my meds. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
bad poetry is the most important part of a teenage girl's development heaven's over now ; all of those half remembered dreams washed over by shades of grey a soft solitude a risk worth taking my wayward lover untethered you were never the same floating endlessly say a prayer, come on get down on your knees i'll » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
guys... are there any really good HTML sources? i want to learn to code so i can make a cute neocity website TT my html skills are literally garbage i need to make a cute website waaaaah » Continue Reading
Category: Food and Restaurants
hiii guys! my stomach is absolutely quaking TT probs cuz i ate a lot of processed foods today. which takes me to my next point... are you guys takin enough care of your gut microbiome? i know its silly, but if your gut is unhealthy, it really can affect your mood + life i've been starting to drink more kombucha to battle leaky gut syndrome (gross sounding... i kno, but its essentially just that to... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
hii everyone !! does anyone else's medication make them unbelievably exhausted no matter when they take it? i just upped my prozac dosage to 40mg + i take it at night... but the entire day i'm convinced i could sleep for a week. im ALWAYS tired is this just my body not knowing how to behave when it is not in constant like fight or flight mode? or r my meds actually making me exhausted? » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
hii everyone! i took a super... duper... long break from the internet LOL! im now medicated + feeling a whoooole lot better about life, so i decided i might give the internet a try again :3 honestly i feel like im always super awkward to talk to TT but don't be afraid to message me! » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
ogmgmgmgmg.... i left my abusive ex like a week ago... it was so great. he send me audio clips of him cryin n begging 4 me 2 come back... LMFAOOOOO! it was so wacko. im glad hes out of my life 4 good he was literally a mega pos! also lowkey racist... which i attempted to play off as me being paranoid but eventually it got the point it was OBVIOUS n.e.ways.. b careful who u guys d8. ^-^ » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i love 2 love ppl n things n animals n little trinkets... like jus love 2 show and give love n i love 2 b happy n b kind n b alive n livin!!! LOVE 2 LOVE.. :33 » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i love to be stupid and dumb and be like every other girl.., i love bein the teen girl stereotype ^_^ i love painting my nails n doin my hair n makeup n gettin all dressed up n goin shopping!!! sleepovers w da girls, hanging w da girls.... what isnt 2 love?! it sucks that teen girls get hated on 4 everything nowadays.. like jus let us chill :p » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i HATE stupid boys. i hate when u start talkin 2 a GUY THINKIN OH HE COULD B DIFFERENT FROM THE REST.... and lo n behold hes jus another pos. like cant i interact w someone and be genuinely loved and cared for? am i destined for a life of sadness and lonliness? what am i lackin that other girls have atp! i jus wanna feel loved n like im wanted by someone for more than 2 days. they show up, tell me... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
so like ... im moving across the country lol! it didn't really hit me until i packed my entire room up and started saying my last goodbyes to people . nobody really prepares u for how bad it is ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ even tho ive moved around for my whole life i like finally was startin 2 settle down in this silly lil place . nd it hurts especially bad because its affected my friends too , not even jus me T^... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
hello dis is elysian , i am testin out the blog function rn ^_^ dis website is very cute n i love how nostalgic it feels :3 » Continue Reading
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