suicidal thoughts & amusement park

hii everyone. went to cedar point . unfortunately often shortened to cp.

had fun!! not big enough rides, tho. wanted to be scared and was not ( ；∀；)

got some pretty major suicidal thoughts near the end. but tbf i hadn't eaten pretty much all day (food at amusement parks is so damn expensive...) so i was probably hangry. was also late to taking my meds.