its been so long
Category: Life
ive been losing my mind. i think i need to be alone. and no one is listening to me??? what fucking ever. all i need is tiktok time and a vape thats soooo vibey » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
ive been losing my mind. i think i need to be alone. and no one is listening to me??? what fucking ever. all i need is tiktok time and a vape thats soooo vibey » Continue Reading
Category: Life
hes me im him no one sees it because they dont know it the way i be knowing it. also think if im not obessesed with something at any given point i might die. like a shark. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
one day ill be free. ill be ready and ill be on the road and i just have to try but i might honestly never get there. no one wants to actually help me. they just tell me "im here why dont you just come to me" but if i do i shouldve figured it out on my own. i shouldve done it their way. whatever they can say so they dont actually have to help. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sitting around being miserable does definitely ruin your own life for you and not doing things mean theyll never get done. i know that and struggle to live that, this i know. but nothing pisses me off more than someone whos using their parents money and getting help from their parents trying to rail on me ab how i need to "stop being lazy" or telling me how easy something is to do. like my licens... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
sometimes i like to compliment people. it makes me feel good when somebody smiles or feels good because of something i did. i do a lot of things cus i want them to happen to me but im fine not getting it back. ill do it anyways. just like when people feel good. cant lie tho if i compliment a mf and they got the AUDACITY to act like im inconveniencing THEM imma probably call them a bitch behind the... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
not necessarily a good thing feeling weird. feeling annoying. feeling a lot of things but most of all im feeling lonely. i have people but i dont know if thats what i want rn. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im going through so much i just. cannot explain it to the people in my life. theres no way around it. i cant talk to anyone. and i feel so fucking alone. and ill be with them laughing and talking and suddenly im just. gone. i lose focus and everything feels like its closing in around me. i just wish i could feel like someone will care enough to tell someone. but the only people who i would are the... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
i feel it coming. my body is getting the pangs. im so fucking freaked. scared crazy psychic something all i know is i am nervous. seen it in my dreams. getting messages. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
got super drunk and fell in a ditch last night this morning i woke up in a hospital bed » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i cant find someone who matches my freak and when i do i cant stand it. ughhhhh » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im so fucking nuts tbh. i wish i could ppinpoint why and where im not right but its hard to see it in myself. i get told all the time backhanded comments like "i love the way you think" or some version of "i wish i could understand your brain" and its always when im trying to be honest and speak my mind. everytime people do shit like that it basically cements in my mind that im different and there... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
so errrm i think im a lesbian. and its hard cus i KNOW i like women but with men its... hard. ive never been with a guy ive liked. every guy ive liked i start to dislike once i get them. and when a guy like kisses me and is lovey i wanna puke. but i like straight porn? like i hate lesbian porn cus 90% of it is girls fake moaning STEP SISTERS or their nails are just... too damn long. maybe i havent... » Continue Reading