whoopsie

so errrm i think im a lesbian. and its hard cus i KNOW i like women but with men its... hard. ive never been with a guy ive liked. every guy ive liked i start to dislike once i get them. and when a guy like kisses me and is lovey i wanna puke. but i like straight porn? like i hate lesbian porn cus 90% of it is girls fake moaning STEP SISTERS or their nails are just... too damn long. maybe i havent met the right guy?? i dont know what that would even mean though. but i dont think i know what the right girl would be either tbh. unless it was heather from tdi she was the love of my life and i used to think about us getting married.