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been a lil bit

Category: School, College, University

[i do talk about being suicidal in the past so a little heads up] so in the past couple weeks i have been working on my university pathway i dont have much done yet but it just feels really weird to be talking about about it, let alone planning it. i genuinely never thought i'd make it to this point, all my plans ended when i was 13, so now its kinda like im just bullshitting through high school b... » Continue Reading

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im getting more help :DD

Category: Life

so i have to get a 24hr Holter monitor in a couple days bc my doctor was concerned about my heart and that its possibly contributing to the insistent chest pain. im getting seen at my other doctor for possible juvenile arthritis, which i honestly wasn't to surprised to hear since another doctor said, and i quote: "you show symptoms of possible arthritis, but we're going to wait to see if it gets b... » Continue Reading

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should i trade or return?

Category: Games

okay so i bought a nintendo switch lite almost a year ago, i regret getting that one because i got it in light of the moment instead of saving up for the regular switch i just bought a bunch of things on amazon that said they were lite compatible, but they aren't. so now i'm torn between finally trading the lite in for a regular switch, or trying to return most of the things i bought for the switc... » Continue Reading

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small update b4 im swamped with homework and i dont wanna do it

Category: Life

this turned into me vent about my health issues my bad so i had another hospital appointment today and it went pretty well i'd say my doctor is sending me for another MRI and i'm not too stoked about that since closed spaces are an absolute no-go. doc thinks that i might have some genetic joint disorder or just juvenile arthritis and i have no idea what either of those are so i'm probably going to... » Continue Reading

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another medical update from yours truly /j

Category: Life

yooo im gonna get a mobility aid bc walking is getting harder and harder and it takes more of my energy than it should. i asked my mom and she said it's only for old people or people who actually need it (and to that i say fuck you » Continue Reading

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hi im not dead

Category: Life

soo uh i got my stuff back finally [[big vent ahead]] and my health hasn't really improved, so i'm going to a specialist at sick kids within the next 3 weeks. not very fun my doctor said he didn't want to see me in person anymore since i'm not getting better and everything is staying the same. i've been on five different medications so far and i'm on two new ones, so seven altogether. this last me... » Continue Reading

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its becoming a series oh my god

Category: Life

i didn't really think that i would make a series ranting about my asthma but here we are- anyway, it got bad again, and so many new things are wrong and i don't see my doctor till next week soo im probably just gonna write it down and then tell him when i see him. idrk what else to say so bye » Continue Reading

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asthma update 2 babyyyy

Category: Life

so i came back from the hospital for an appointment it was some sort of breathing test and i think they called it a pulmonary exam. it hurt my chest to do it but it was relatively quick, compared to the average time which is 40 minutes » Continue Reading

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asthma update

Category: Life

so uhh lil update im getting worse, to the point where i might be hospitalized at least i packed a bag so im prepared :] » Continue Reading

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Category: SpaceHey

got a whole mc stack of profile views nice » Continue Reading

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forgot to mention

Category: Life

i have tiktok my username is the same as it is here i think » Continue Reading

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um

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

my goal is for someone to call me a pretty boy that is all. all i want in life is to be someone's pretty boy. PLEASE SHAWTY PLEASE LEMME BE UR PRETTY BOY (/j) » Continue Reading

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