I want to confess to roxy so much. She's perfect. I mean I have lots of crushes, but she has been my biggest one yet. I'm planning to get a mason jar, and fill it up with origami hearts to ask her out. » Continue Reading
I've been doing so great these past few days. doing my school work, taking showers, brushing my hair. Everybody thinks I'm getting better. I'm lying about being clean from smoking, I've been working so hard doing all my homework to the point I lost sleep over it, I'm a fraud. I'm only looking better, cause I choose to look better. I'm the same as I was last year, I just look slightly different. » Continue Reading
Yeah, few days ago too. Dad moved, into a nice new fancy house, and it makes me feel sick. After lviing my whole life paycheck to paycheck, dipping our feet into poverty, somehow dad managed to get a nice fucing house down by the base of buttfuck rich-white people neighborhood. surrounded by gated communities, makes me sick fuck those rich white people, they won't understand how hard it actually i... » Continue Reading
Yep cults, mostly online ones. When I was like 11-13, I was in a bunch of SH and rexic cults. Dumbass dumbass dumbass They're just a bunch of fucking losers that show gore to people, and groom kids. I didn't like that, why did I stay?? » Continue Reading
I am collecting teddy bears healing that inner child. kind of sad, since I'm still technically a child. Maybe I shouldn't have been super into cults as a kid. Maybe if I didn't join so many fucking online cults, and seen so much fucking gore, I would not have to waste all my goddamn money on dumbass teddy bears » Continue Reading
Yeah, I want the white white kind of teeth Like if they were human they were blond bitch kind of white. I hate slightly yellow teeth I should stop smoking » Continue Reading
I had a fight with my mom recently. During the fight, (which was over the dumbest shit), She kept saying "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU'RE TALKING TO?" "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU'RE TALKING TO?" "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU'RE TALKING TO?" In the midst of years of bundled up anger bubbling up inside, I said, "I'm talking to somebody who is far from being my mom" She just went silent, an » Continue Reading
Legit hate it when people are like.. "Mommy issues is hot, You want me to treat you right? right baby :>" Making me turn my head slowly with a dramatic background song slowly fading in, fucking god. kill me kill me kill me » Continue Reading
I JUST WANT A REAL MOM. I want my mom to care about me, I want to feel the love everybody says the have with their mothers. WHY THE FUCK WAS I STUCK WITH HER WHY THE FUCK WAS I STUCK WITH AN ALCOHOLIC SMOKER. WHY THE FUCK WAS I STUCK WITH A LADY WHO MADE MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE A WAR. WHY DIDN'T SHE HAVE COMMON KNOWLEDGE AND ABORT MY ASS WHEN SHE HAD THE CHANCE, INSTEAD OF RAISING ME WHEN SHE FUCKIN... » Continue Reading