why can't my mother love me

I want my mom to care about me, I want to feel the love everybody says the have with their mothers.

WHY THE FUCK WAS I STUCK WITH HER

WHY THE FUCK WAS I STUCK WITH AN ALCOHOLIC SMOKER. WHY THE FUCK WAS I STUCK WITH A LADY WHO MADE MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE A WAR. WHY DIDN'T SHE HAVE COMMON KNOWLEDGE AND ABORT MY ASS WHEN SHE HAD THE CHANCE, INSTEAD OF RAISING ME WHEN SHE FUCKING KNEW SHE'D NEVER BE EMOTIONALLY THERE FOR ME.

I WANT LOVE MOM. I WANT YOU TO LOVE ME, I WANT YOUR AFFECTION

I'LL DO ANYTHING I SWEAR

I'll quit smoking, I'll wake up every morning at the right time, I'll clean the house, I'll quit school just to stay with you, I'll give you money, JUST GIVE ME LOVE

TELL ME YOU LOVE ME, JUST ONCE AND FOR REAL THIS TIME

GIVE ME A HUG WITHOUT ME ASKING FOR IT THIS TIME MOM

TUCK ME INTO BED WITHOUT ME SCREAMING YOUR NAME TO DO IT

PLEASE MOM