been a while, huh? admittedly it's been a bit of a shitshow of a year so i haven't really felt like making a new entry of this, but i don't really want or plan to vent on here. so it's like whatever. i've been lurking here and there, just not posting. anyways so what's been happening other than The Horrors? well, i finished my first year of university - and passed!! somehow!! yay!!!!!! it's been a... » Continue Reading
now i can use my ipod touch! my iphone 4 doesnt work anymore but hey at least the ipod does. there isnt much on there, just some old pictures, voice recordings and my old sims freeplay game that i actually had a lot of quests completed on. i havent used it in 5 years but i think i might use it more often now. its neat :] » Continue Reading
happy new year! i often reflect on the last few years during this time, comparing where im at now to where i was a year ago, and the year before that, and so on. i think ive come a long way the past year and a half espesially, but ive still got a long way to go in terms of mental health. im hopfully going to be getting therapy soon, which is both anxiety inducing and exciting. i need it though, an... » Continue Reading
if you were like any kid in 2014-2018, you probably wanted to make gameplay videos on youtube but didnt know what the fuck OBS or a capture card was, so youd put your phone up to the screen instead. or hey, thats what i did when i was 9. but as you made your funny lil google account to upload your riveting content, youd think, hey, whats that google+ thing all about? i realise that because of the... » Continue Reading
some days, i think we all need a break from the horrors of social media. today has been one of those days where i haven't even checked twitter for more than two minutes and it's done me some good. ive only really been on spacehey. at least it is not toxic especially when compared to other social medias. i suppose sometimes i just need a break from talking to people, because talking to people (eve... » Continue Reading
i write this blog so in the future i may remember this page, look back upon it and say 'hm, i dont recall doing that', much as i do with that old wattpad book of mine i would write in when i was 13. thats something that shall never grace the eyes of the public internet again, though. but still, i have officially started college, my final year before going off to university for animation. im excite... » Continue Reading
okokokokokok SO ive been watching breaking bad the past week and i am usually reallllyyyyyy bad at watching tv shows. like, i'll watch one episode and thats me done but the fact that im halfway through season 4 already says something i think. i fucking love the silly little meth show and i Must talk about it. also jesse deserves better!! he is my fav character 10/10 music, cinematography, editing,... » Continue Reading
woah. a super boring blog about my timetable? yup! also yes im posting at 2am bc i forgot to post earlier, what of it? anyway, i got my timetable for next year. classes start the week after next. i sadly will be in all five days unlike last year where i had monday off but eh, its not that bad. i only have two 9am starts and they both finish around lunchtime. plus none of the times im in are super ... » Continue Reading
eugh!! i got my letter sayin when i get enrolled into my next year, im going back early september probably. its weird, it feels like ive been off for so long and yet for so little time, i have a wayyyy longer break than when i was at secondaty school tho so thats pretty neat. this is probs gonna b my last year b4 im off 2 uni tho,,, absolutely terrifying!! im not ready 2 adult. » Continue Reading