whenever blog, entry 3

happy new year! i often reflect on the last few years during this time, comparing where im at now to where i was a year ago, and the year before that, and so on. i think ive come a long way the past year and a half espesially, but ive still got a long way to go in terms of mental health. im hopfully going to be getting therapy soon, which is both anxiety inducing and exciting. i need it though, and i think itll help me a lot.

i start classes back on tuesday and ive hardly done any of the work i need to do but its fineee. ill be able to do it so its all good. kinda dont wanna go back but i only have 6 months of college and 6 months until im an adult, which is both an exciting prospect and a horrifying one. the concept of time is very scary to me but hey, ill be fine.

ive submitted my uni application thru ucas which is very scary for me. im really anxious about getting rejercted especially from my top choices but at least its over and done with i hope. all the courses ive applied to are for animation, which is gonna be super exciting for me if i manage to make it in. im working on improving my portfolio a lot at the moment, filling it more with original stuff rather than just fanart. 

ive got some leftover money from christmas so im finally gonna get that old iphone charger so i can see if my ipod touch and my iphone 4 work.

oh yeah, i got a new cool trad goth lookin outfit for xmas, along with resident evil 2 (og ps1 ver), a new purse with a pentegram on it and a load of snacks and little bits. i got £45 for xmas so i got the audiobook of epithet erased prison of plastic (amazing go read/listen to it), another blink-182 t shirt, 2 new sims 3 stuff packs (physical copies), sims 3 pets for ps3 AND timesplitters 1. AND i have money left over. id say thats pretty damn good 

i got the platinum trophy for the sims 3 ps3 yesterday, but i think ill talk abt that in another post in depth.

so yeah, thats whagt ive been up to! hope u all have a great day ^v^