Anyone ever experience a psychic schism? By which I mean, a very specific form of breakdown where one's psyche is systematically destroyed and separated through a specific sequence of events, and the person in question is rendered completely unable to operate due to irreconcilable differences between the separated sections of the psyche. I find the subject interesting, as with all forms of parapsy... » Continue Reading
I find Denver interesting because it serves as a kind of sociological microcosm for America as a whole. Every large-scale trend which sweeps through the country will have a smaller parallel here- cancel culture, anti-vax movements, crypto hype, and so forth. The difference being that everyone who participates in these trends in Denver generally lacks any real investment and nothing ever comes of i... » Continue Reading
From a young age, I've been captivated by aesthetics. In my youth, I viewed several pieces of art which I didn't have the proper terminology to describe, yet which imbued me with certain vibes- certain ethereal transportive feelings. It's great that the Internet as a whole also has a fixation on categorizing aesthetics- while I don't agree with every aesthetic's validity or coherence, and it's di... » Continue Reading
I’ve wrapped up production on the new album, “The Snerdif Experience.” It’ll be my final album with Conqoor- at least until he contacts me again out of the blue. Conqoor’s a » Continue Reading
Fort Collins is the sort of town which is a dime-a-dozen out here in Colorado- unremarkable upon first glance, distinct upon further inspection. There are layers to these sorts of places, and one's view of them will gradually evolve the more you visit and the more you directly interact. One visit to a town like Fort Collins is far from enough exposure to fully assess its tone or mood- nonetheless,... » Continue Reading
It's been a few weeks since I made an entry here. I never really feel disappointed in myself when I take a long respite from writing anywhere I usually frequent. Rather, there comes a sense of familiarity, a feeling of renewed energy as I tackle what at this point is really nothing all that exorbitant. I do value consistency, of course, and I feel that if everyone took the time to do what I do- t... » Continue Reading
About 6 months ago I got into painting. I have a fully-stocked paint kit which fits neatly into a small metallic suitcase. It contains 2 palettes, a full range of watercolor paints, a full range of acrylic paints, pastels, colored pencils, brushes of assorted shapes and sizes, and a water well. I'm not too familiar with supplies and therefore I'm not certain whether or not this set would be consid... » Continue Reading
I'm going to be releasing a new album soon. Multiple albums, in fact. I've found that expressing myself through music is a great way to connect with the listener and enter an environment of diverse soundscapes. I think musical composition is field worth dipping into. The limitations of the audio format are also the strengths of the audio format. When limited by physical constraints, art usually fi... » Continue Reading