I’ve been sitting and thinking about my life recently and I’m like…Idk im so conflicted. Since I’ve had this account I’ve gone through 3 relationships and I’m starting to think that I’m a bop but that is NAWT the case. I think that I’ve just been needing a place to get all of this out because it’s been killing me and I know that I can let everything out here. Since my last ex broke up with me, for... » Continue Reading
Jk guys I was just being silly. Who knew that getting under the influence would allow me to get out ALL of my feelings that was stated in the last blog post XD. Anygays, I winded up spilling to her abt EVERYTHING and she was like "naurrrr I swearrrr this isn't a prankkk" and she wrote this whole ESSAY reassuring me so I GUESSSS I gotta believe her. Lolz trust I do believe her. I'm just in shock. E... » Continue Reading
Okay so there is a lot to unpack. Two days ago my crush of like 6 MONTHS finally confessed to me. And I was BEYOND ecstatic but I have a lot and I mean A LOT of doubts, questions, and concerns. She said she liked me for a whole month before she confessed WHICH I BELIEVE but like...WHAT! Now when she did confess it all made sense ngl...but it's still super confusing. For the longest while she told ... » Continue Reading
I feel like I'm losing my best friend. I feel like I'm losing my best friend to a BOY! A boy. I don't hate this boy at all. In fact, I'm the one who got them together. But sometimes I wish they never got together. I wish that they never got together so that I could have her back. She didn't die or anything, she's the same girl that has been by my side since 6th grade social studies class. But she ... » Continue Reading
Even tho this year has only been a year for 7 days, I'm already starting to feel way better with my life. Starting the year single with new makeup, new hair, and soon new nails (hopefully)...I'm feeling great. As for the hottie in my last post, idk abt her. She is totally my type and she's saur pretty but like... I need to be realistic. She is 100% out of my league, or more like 65% out of my leag... » Continue Reading
Tell me why I'm just in my gc chilling and I see that my friend Taylor sent this person's tiktok. So obviously I look at it and WHY IS THIS ONE PERSON SP DAMN FOINE. I wanted to SCREAM. She's this girl that goes to another school that is my school's rival school but that's not the point. She was such a cutie I wanted to scream. Now me personally, I love masc girls so much because they are just so ... » Continue Reading
Imma live my life like how I wanted to live back during this era. With the music and the vibes in general :3. Like, when I was younger I just wanted to live life like how I saw on tubmlr or youtube. But now that I'm finally turning the age that I fantasized about sm when I was a young lass, it's time to live it up like how I should. Just to have younger Aniyah be proud. It's only right. That's my ... » Continue Reading
It's finally a new year. 2023 was a hot mess but it was also one of the best years I have ever had. Until the big B of course :p. Now, this year I got to lock in and actually focus on myself. My New Years resolution is to not be in a relationship for the whole year and to actually focus on myself XD. Idk y I keep getting into these relationships, hyperfocusing on them, and then wind up going into ... » Continue Reading
I am fighting demons, the urge, and Satan himself to not text my ex right now. I miss her so much it hurts me bro. She was so amazing to me and I feel like I could've done something to fix it or something. But I know that's not true. It was mainly her parents that caused us to break up, which sucks. Maybe we will reconnect in the future when we are both in college and we cross paths at a random ba... » Continue Reading
Yesterday my gf and I decided to break up. More like she decided for the better of us. I already saw it coming but I hated that it came so fast. And I feel like it’s my fault. Before the break up, we were on a break that lasted 4 days. I feel like if I NEVER suggested the break, we’d still be together. But I did, and now she’s gone. For 8 months I loved her like crazy. She was my whole entire worl... » Continue Reading
How come NOBODY told me chemistry would be THIS HARD. Biology was soooo ez, passing with FLYING colors. But now??? I’m hanging on by a THREAD in this class. And it’s only the second unit…. If anyone is good at chemistry PLEASEEEE help me out T~T » Continue Reading
When I tell you that I am the luckiest girl to ever exist, I mean it. Nobody compares to my girlfriend. She is so beautiful. Every time I see her my heart stutters a bit just to admire her. She’s so beautiful. It always looks like there’s an aura of light around her. I wouldn’t be surprised if she is secretly an angel in disguise. My girlfriend is just so wonderful and gorgeous. I literally want t... » Continue Reading