1. How scene r u, idiot? (Beginner, Casual scene kid, was there in the 2000s, so into the subculture that u haven't gone outside in years pLEASE GO OUTSIDE- O_O) Ya, that's right, I'm bullying u >_> aaaa I think I would be somewhere between casual and haven’t gone outside in years hahaha » Continue Reading
Ok lolz everybody else has there so i guess I’ll make one. PLS INTERACT: emo/scene kids Decaydance fans Uhm anyone who likes the color purple (best color ikr) Emoticon users! XD Anyone “cringe” (just as long as ur interest isn’t like racist or anything) Theatre kids! Neurodivergent ppl Ppl who like reading Furries/therians (I’m not one but y’all r cool) Ppl from 12-14 (I’m 13 btw) » Continue Reading
I miss my ex boyfriend. I wonder why the words I’m looking for get stuck in these blog posts and I can never manage to push them off my tongue. Swallowing them down can possibly be good for me. I can’t decide if the sound trapped in my lungs in an animalistic scream or a confession. Maybe if I was in a confession booth alone with you, I’d tell you. But then again, even with god standing next to me... » Continue Reading
I’m back from the camping thing and my grandmothers funeral. It’s 2 am rn and the lights still on in my room. I met my cousin yesterday. He’s a artist like me. I couldnt find any good pictures of my art but I found his art instagram. His art looks like my brain. I like my dads side of the family. They’re a lot less snobby and stuck up then my moms side. My uncle brian was there. We talked about th... » Continue Reading
I go to camp tomorrow. I’m fucking dreading it so much. It sucks to see people having fun while you’re not at school, but holy fuck I don’t know how I’m going to handle 3 fucking days. Maybe I’m making too big a deal out of this. School used to be so much more fun than it is now. I have some friends. Most people don’t hate me. It’s just so annoying to laugh along with their jokes. I love them, I r... » Continue Reading
I’m re reading the petekey masterdoc. I hate that Pete’s livejournal posts r so relatable. Anyways I’m going back to school tomorrow. School makes me wanna shoot my brains out but one of my friends is super hot so I’m excited to see them again. I’m going on a camp trip with my school on Wednesday, so I probably won’t update. My grandmother died a few days ago. I’m not really sad, I only saw her on... » Continue Reading
I hate that I’m not supposed to talk about how my sibling abused me for years because they’re mentally ill. Nobody lets me talk about it without reminding me he has it worse. And maybe he does, I don’t know, but I got treated as nothing but something for them to take their anger out on for my entire childhood. And I’m still supposed to be ok with it. they at least partially contributed to my menta... » Continue Reading