10/18/22 11:32 PM

I miss my ex boyfriend. I wonder why the words I’m looking for get stuck in these blog posts and I can never manage to push them off my tongue. Swallowing them down can possibly be good for me. I can’t decide if the sound trapped in my lungs in an animalistic scream or a confession. Maybe if I was in a confession booth alone with you, I’d tell you. But then again, even with god standing next to me, id still lie my ass off to keep a friend.