my boyfriend and bestfriend died on december 13 2022, i was the first one at the accident and i cannot shake the feeling that someone is punching me in the stomach. i lost my mother and now the only person who ever made me feel anything. i still sleep in his clothes every night. he was in a motercycle accident, a truck turned too early and it wasnt enough time for my boyfriend to slow down so he r... » Continue Reading
ok so. i got suspended from school for vaping, i have to go to court and everything. all of my friends hate me, me and this guy ended, i really liked him too. i went to the doctor yesterday and she asked me all kinds of questions, i answered them all honesty, then i started to cry, like really hard. i told her abt the SH and the sewerslide things. now i have to go see a physiatrist and probs have ... » Continue Reading
so me and the dude are over. im sad. i really liked him, its alr ig. im going to a concert tmw. all i can think abt is him. im so sad » Continue Reading
so this guy that im practically dating had a really long convo yesterday, he said hes scared hes gonna mess up. i asked him why he thought this and he said because he got really attached to his ex and she dumped him because she got bored, i want him to know that i wont do that. but i can tell hes slowly losing interest in me. it hurts alot, hes the first guy ive felt like i truly have feelings for... » Continue Reading
so tonights vibe, asleep by the smiths, fade into you by mazzy star, and breathe by anna nalik. sad but comforting. idk i feel a weird connection to these songs, they remind me of my mom, this is gonna probs be confusing but, when i think of my mom i think of a bedroom, with deep burgandy purple walls, black and dark brown furniture, with no overhead lights on, just lit by candles scattered across... » Continue Reading
the only way i can descirde how im feeling right now is the song stan by eminem and sex tape by deftones, idk its kinda a weird but comforting feeling. im so tired but i cant sleep. i miss my boyfriend. idk im feeling so weird. soo my mom and this dude named craig started dating, then had my sister, then they broke up and my mom married my dad, then they had me. they started fighting alot, then go... » Continue Reading
hey guys!! im ash. i dont really know what to say so im just gonna talk about my life. so theres this guy i really like, hes a year older than me, but i dont think its that weird. hes really sweet. we facetime all the time and he got us matching heart necklaces. im currently watching gilmore girls. i didnt go to school today since im sick lol. anyways i guess thats it. » Continue Reading