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its very interesting to talk to a parent as an adult. i can show her my hat with a swear word on it, but i dont know if i can ask her about her relationship. i can finally tell her about my relationship, but i still feel a need to water down aspects of myself to her. she's in my place so she takes the airbed, but she still buys the bed, the sheets, the pillow, the emergency 9pm ohshitmytoiletoverf... » Continue Reading
tomorrow i have a critique for really my first proper art project of the semester. i like it and i think i executed what i imagined, but i worry its not enough. it bothers me that i worry this. it's not too small, i like working on a relatively small scale. it doesn't look sloppy, it looks how it should. i could have painted part of it white but i dont mind keeping it the way it is. i only worry i... » Continue Reading
my life is different now. so far its a beautiful thing. i am, however, part of the unfortunate group of people which believes that if you get a good thing you will soon get a bad thing. i fear my luck is running out. i slipped on ice last night. i try not to think everything's a sign but sometimes i cannot help it. i skipped class today which i know i shouldn't do, but sometimes, the rope feels ve... » Continue Reading
today was nice. i had a slow morning, my last one for a while, and i put on lipstick. i wore my new sweater and bought a rotary cutter, finally starting on a quilt, something ive wanted to do for a very long time. im starting simple with just one big star in the middle and squares on the outside. i hope to one day make a really pretty folk style quilt with animals and stuff. if i ever have a kid ... » Continue Reading
today i moved back into my dorm. friends i havent seen in a month came back. the new semester starts on wednesday. im nervous for the stress and getting into the artmaking groove again but im excited for life to restart. it snowed today. a perfect day to snow, cleaning the slate and making everything bright and shiny. i put pins on my bag. i reorganized. i came up with fun outfit ideas. im figurin... » Continue Reading
today my mother sent me an old picture of myself. 11/21/10. i'm laughing on my bike, a sunflare in the corner of the frame. i have a pink helmet, a pink skirt, a pink bike. my teeth are still straight because my adult ones hadn't grown in yet. things were simpler. i want a digital camera 011223 hi-c » Continue Reading
how do people figure out what they want to do. i genuinely don't believe that anyone actually has a dream lifelong career and just goes with the flow because what do you mean you actually think you could do that thing for the rest of your life. there are some things i could do my whole life but they are very much dream prospects that i would kind of have to just fall into, not anything with a set... » Continue Reading
yesterday i went to the internationally acclaimed, award-winning Maine Mall for the first time. truly one of the eighth wonders of the world. took the bus there and listened to coheed and cambria for the first time. i really like them. insane that its all music about a guys comics. wish i had that breed of autism. once at the mall we went full middle school and started with hot topic, then proce... » Continue Reading
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