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everything online is kinda porn right now. not even just porn but porn of everything even feelings and concepts are basically just turned into content orr porn farms online. even hanging out with people what do we do but consume porn together true crime shows the more fucked up the better more consumable more theatrical trauma porn food shows salivating gathering over steaming hot pixels the co... » Continue Reading
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i was sitting on the first floor, beside the front door- the bleachers of cafeteria observing the sea scape. A thick fog of a mix containing synthetic ambiance, artificial nicotine and sweat floods the floor along with torontos most prestigious internet nobody's all to afraid to break the perception of ambiguity to dance. Sat here thinking about how fascist night life in this dystopian city is. Ca... » Continue Reading
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how does one plug up the leaking faucet in my brain nothing can stuff the leaking cracks and i'm just so tired pipes bursting flooding my soundscape with wallows though this water feels so heavy it also doesn't exist moisture only known to my body and mind my soul and heart ache in the presence of an empty void teetering between realty and depressive marine activity floating and sinking fall... » Continue Reading
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fuck the moon fuck the stars and especially fuck mercury unrequited love is evil you should only be able to feel love if the other person also feels the same way and then some switch goes off where y'all get hit with the euphoria of attraction and admiration all at once chronically debilitating yerner at your service for whenever u need a dog that will bark and nip but never yield to the embarras... » Continue Reading
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i swear i just get stressed over everything always i failed rhis semester and now internally have the self worth of a used condom i'm sick so life always feels like a downwards spiral when i'm sick i double booked my family dinner thing with this dance thing i have to do or else i'm probably fired from this thing i really wanna do and work hard on but if i miss this family dinner maybe the las... » Continue Reading
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i'm failing :| all my classes all it's so embarrassing like BRO I CHOSE THESE i want so hard to be good at school but i'm just so not built to do it it's not even like they r torturing me i honestly wish they were like beating me stabbing slashing punching would be so much easier to accept than this every day i don't go to class it gets worse too i just spiral into shame and regret and i h... » Continue Reading
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i feel like a liar i feel like my mother i feel like i have to be generous or my existence is a net negative oh u have mental illness you must prove your worth you lungs are to be shared and hit by all your stomach should be able to feed an army at any cost your liver was drenched by another so you must pay i cant say no to people if i don't let them take my shit then why would i even have fri... » Continue Reading
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i have so much love for this world and so much hate all i want to do is live so long i die early my goals consist of wanting to succeed so much i crash and fail i'm am born of flesh and blood but creak without machine oil and i'm a hypocrite through and throughout toodles4now » Continue Reading
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i hate being alone i feel like i'm not whole when i'm alone alone time and having something to do is ok but just like the ambience of only me in a room makes life feel so much harder people bring warmth and light and laughter being alone is so cold i've had to get used to the cold a lot cold food cold room cold blood and too much warmth can make me melt the sweet spot is amazing though comfo... » Continue Reading
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i hate being alone i feel like i'm not whole when i'm alone alone time and having something to do is ok but just like the ambience of only me in a room makes life feel so much harder people bring warmth and light and laughter being alone is so cold i've had to get used to the cold a lot cold food cold room cold blood and too much warmth can make me melt the sweet spot is amazing though comfo... » Continue Reading
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bzzt bzzzzt kitty likes to be shocked apparently ,, heheheh toodles4now » Continue Reading
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i keep having that overwhelming feeling that someone i love will die soon and i'm so scared i think about my yaiyai in times like this she's the last one standing in her family she's created generations but nothing exists behind her anymore she's alone i don't ever wanna be alone like that i don't think i could take it she tells me her fears of dying and i can say nothing but how i love her and... » Continue Reading
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