learning how to cope with learning

i'm failing :| 

all my classes

all 

it's so embarrassing like BRO I CHOSE THESE 

i want so hard to be good at school

but i'm just so not built to do it 

it's not even like they r torturing me 

i honestly wish they were like beating me 

stabbing slashing punching would be so much easier to accept than this

every day i don't go to class it gets worse too 

i just spiral into shame and regret 

and i hear so many voices of people in classes and teachers judging me in my head 

when i bet they do not give the slightest fuck 

but alas 

i failed 

so hard 

better luck next time i guess

i need a brain transplant someone else should put this shitty body to use