never fall in love with twisted strings

fuck the moon fuck the stars and especially fuck mercury

unrequited love is evil 

you should only be able to feel love if the other person also feels the same way and then some switch goes off where y'all get hit with the euphoria of attraction and admiration all at once

chronically debilitating yerner at your service for whenever u need a dog that will bark and nip but never yield to the embarrassment of desperation 

i could build a house in the hole you created in my heart build up walls and cement them down until it's nothing but me and the cold fresh slate to fester and rot together forever 

i feel so much comfort in the cold yet you were so warm

i've never been held like you held me and now i wish i could unwrap each shadowed inch of flesh you had around me not even because i don't want it because i want it so bad it's eating away at my desire to live

i've lost the twink olympics in my own delusions and reality 

let this doubt pour over me letting me think it was all in my head there was so difference just me just insanity 

just inherent flaws and alcohol just human nature plus borrowed nurture 

no comfort you gave me is worth this pain i'd rather be eaten by the sun than ever head towards the lies of love from the moon again 

i should have recorded you playing me a song even if it was all pretend i could let the colours lift my certainty and just enjoy the melody for a little bit maybe even feel like you were playing just for me although he's right there beside me laying in this memoru

i wish i could disfigure your face from my memory i keep picturing your beauty it's so bright in my mind i can't stop from slashing and tearing until nothing but your eyes and your hair are left in my palms maybe some teeth nothing that rots just preservation of a time misguided by envy and a lust for love trophies of a game i didn't even compete in 

pity the fool who fell for the jesters games

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