so for the last few weeks I have had an immense nostalgia for the 2010s. this was partially brought on by a friend adopting 2016 trends, Snapchat dog filter and all that. taking into consideration of the 20-year trend cycle we're definitely already on our way there. Ive felt like youth fashion is taking a turn towards darker aesthetics and nostalgia, which the 2010s were full of. think of like sof... » Continue Reading
Summertime!1!!! :D, i havent left my bed in a week! i shouldnt hav underestimated the gravitational pull of my bed, now i cant leave. i think im gonna get bed sores after this. today i drank a whole liter of ice tea, bc what else is there to do? all my friends are either working their summer job or are on vacation. ehuuuuu, im so lonely,,,, ive been falling asleep at 6am, and waking up at noon lat... » Continue Reading
my last blog entry was about a guy i like at school and how sad i am blah blah blah. Well, heres the update. I asked him to be my firend and he agreed! we talked for like 2 minutes about school and life, then we talked over text, only little bit though. i think he likes me so far. i've been a bit nervous texting him and seeing him at school, but i think its only natural. even through that, i feel ... » Continue Reading
Sooooooo, theres this boy at school. Hes one year younger than me and studies sociology. Out paths never seem to intersect execpt on Thursdays when we have back to back classes in the same classroom, and on fridays when we share the same lunch time. (i might have stalked a little) I like him so much already and ive only been near him TWICE and talked to him ONCE, my heart stars pounding and i get ... » Continue Reading
so i currently am in the middle of an everything relapse, as i like to call it. meaning that im at my worst and most vulnerable point rn. shit sucks, life sucks in general. ive just been scrolling (on a certain site that shall not be named) and triggering the hell out of myself. its like, the most gorey shit ever and im just there like "oh this is fucked up". but im still sitting there and scroll... » Continue Reading
So as the title may suggest I have seasonal depression. I think It would be manageable if I didn't already have major depressive disorder. It gets really cold and dark where I live, more than most other parts of the world. So essentially almost everyone gets depressed during autumn and winter. Which just fuels the depression more. Nothing is more miserable than being surrounded by miserable people... » Continue Reading
im reading the Spiderman Deadpool comic rn. and like, damn. never shipped two fictional characters so hard in my life before. I love their dynamic. How Deadpool is all lovey dovey with Spidey. and how Spidey quickly shuts him down, but how sometimes he's soft with Deadpool. I just uuugghhhhh I miss my gf. The art style of the comic is great too, detailed, great colouring, and pleasant expressions.... » Continue Reading
So like, I've been talking to this one person for like three months. and, yes, I know its pretty naive to think that someone would dedicate their attention to someone whom they've known for only three months online. But fuck man! its so frustrating the way they treat me. I'll be telling them something and all of a sudden the go offline for hours on end, without explanation. I know that they don't... » Continue Reading
So some everskies people didn't want to play idv (identity V) with my friend. They really like playing that game so being rejected like that really hurt them. They came to me and asked if they were likeable and stuff like that. So to comfort them I downloaded idv, even though im not really interested in it. im gonna play with them later today » Continue Reading
Today is a very special day, because its my birthday! its also the birthday of the Swedish king so today all the busses has Swedish flags on them. I like to think that they have them up for me We're gonna have a three course dinnerl, and my cake is a cheesecake! » Continue Reading
Lately I’ve been watching horror game play through all throughout the night. I can’t say it helps, with anything really.. im constantly falling asleep in class and falling behind on my schoolwork. but I do like being scared. All the jumpscares, the atmosphere, the feeling of all my muscles tensing up before finally relaxing. I just love it. » Continue Reading