seventeen came to malaysia today for an event, i'm not a carat but my bff is and she was sad she couldn't go see them bcs she lived far from the city so i surprised her by going there to snap some pics and vids. her reaction was so silly lol, i'm just happy i got to make her day even tho most pics i tried taking was either blurry af or taken from the tv outside the mall. overall a new experience b... » Continue Reading
i have my modelpack presentation today, AND I'M FUCKING TERRIFIED plz i just hope it'll be quick and all so I can bury myself in dirt like an ostrich no turning camera on too plz i wanna die augh » Continue Reading
we had our modelpack presentetion today and it was nerve wrecking af, alomst pissed my own pants cuz wtf @~@ but one of the lecturers was so fucking mean, especially to one of our friend which pissed us off so hard. like he wasn't locked in to listen to the concept, kept insisting the reference was "lego" when it was roblox/minecraft bcs of its' blocky model, said rude shit to him and was just gen... » Continue Reading
We're watching fnaf 2 today, yippee! Something to distract my brain from depression, lolz. Also, the new dan and phil update is soooo cuteee. Yes, dads, more reacting to fetus dan and phil pleaseeee. Gonna rummage my wardrobe to see if I have any fits that resembles foxy rahhh. » Continue Reading
tw: homophobia, suicide mentions i kept seeing so many homophobic posts and felt soo horrible, like the way they compared us to literal criminals for being queer?? i don't understand how these are the same people who read their holy book who tells them to respect and be kind to their neighbors yet only takes the "being gay is sin" as their daily life's motto. i know many queers exists in my place,... » Continue Reading
ugh.. i hate doing assignments.. especially ones that i just can't get right and it demotivates me. like can't we just focus on our final project? or maybe not cramp so many works at the same time? i just wanna draw fun stuffs like dan and phil or maybe finish old wips that's rotting in the files.. but even that so, all i wanna do these days is sleep for hours, even sleeping for a whole day doesn'... » Continue Reading
i was just gonna climb up my bed last night but i swung my hand too high it hit the ceiling fan and bled, i gotta go to a clinic tmrw and check if i need any stitches or have fractures lool i never injured this bad so this is new, at least i get to be the "cool kid" in class with a bandaged hand (aside from doing work in despair) >.} update : my hand is fine, just needed bandaging and ice with pai... » Continue Reading
so uh went to eat some naan bread outside and decided to try some stupid drink, it said buttermilk but why was it just some water with onion and chilli??? idk but all i know is i didn't finish it and 'm sad it wasn't buttery milk » Continue Reading
I've been getting a lot of angel numbers/mirror numbers these few weeks, but nothing "big" has happened. Is someone gonna notice me? Am I getting a partner? Am I winning something?? I'm so confusedddddd.. » Continue Reading
I'm currently so over with love stuff. The only good love that I like is Phan literally.. My friends all have at least an interest, like she got a "boyfriend, she got a platonic girlfriend and he only likes fictional girls. Ugh, when am I going to find the Phil to my Dan? I've been seeing too many signs, especially angel numbers but nothing ever happens. If anything, I just want a phannie boy who ... » Continue Reading