hey guys, it's been a little over a year since I updated my blog and boy things have changed. First of all me and the guy that i wrote the entry two years and a half ago is now my ex LMAO. We officially broke up this may but tbh it was long overdue plus, we already had broken up once but tried to make it work (and obviously failed). Anyways i graduated high school and took a gap year cause that fe... » Continue Reading
i need help finding this game i used to play as a kid, around 2010. i remember it being a cd and having this huge tree with windows and if im not mistaken you had to click on one to play. I have a vague memory of the game having animals but maybe i'm wrong. i dont remember any of the tasks specifically but i think there was music too? please help me find it (also it's not 'the treehouse' bc i alre... » Continue Reading
hello, it's been so long since i last updated my blog mainly because i didn't have my laptop anymore cuz it was getting repaired but now that i have it back i'm gonna give u guys, or whoever is reading this a small update on my life (not that anyone cares but yeah). i've been in such a good mental and emotional place lately and i feel like my peace was broken by physical issues. i've been sick the... » Continue Reading
Hi to whoever is reading this, i feel like there's been nothing to add to my diary lately but i don't want to stop my mini series or diary or whatever so i thought maybe i'd engage more with everyone that sees my blog. I wanna talk to you guys about something because i've been thinking a lot about it. i had a fallout with my best friend bc she betrayed me, my trust and our friendship and it's been... » Continue Reading
hey guys or whoever is reading this. it's been a month i think, since i last updated my blog and a lot has changed. first things first i wanna give an update on my love life (it's my first time in almost 18 years having one lmao). idk if u guys remember that guy i talked to for two months, well he's my boyfriend now (yayyy) and things are going well for us, we've been dating since august so it's b... » Continue Reading
hey yall. sorry for not posting much but i'm really enjoying summer plus nothing really special happened. i am still talking that guy i told you abt in my previous posts and it's all going well. my life is really boring and i can't believe it's august already. » Continue Reading
WOW i haven't made an update in forever. let me tell you guys whats up. so life has been great lately, i've been talking to this guy for two weeks now and he's great but my commitment issues are screaming at me and i kinda feel like he's rushing into a relationship (cuz we kinda mentioned the topic) but i dont think its been enough time since we've been going out + you don't really know someone un... » Continue Reading
so with school ending and everything i feel like i want to invest my summer creating better habits and a new routine for myself. starting from the beginning of my day i'll go to work in the morning, i want to go to the gym almost everyday even if its just for a little bit. i want to completely heal from my ed and figure out how to stop bingeing. i want to start going to therapy again. i want to ha... » Continue Reading
life has been great lately. i'm more social but i manage to balance my alone time and my social life which is perfect because as an introvert it can be stressful being in a social context for way to long. i am almost done with school, i only have two days left, and then summer starts. i probably have failed one class but its ok, its been a tough year for me and im just glad that im doing good and ... » Continue Reading
life has been great lately. i'm more social but i manage to balance my alone time and my social life which is perfect because as an introvert it can be stressful being in a social context for way to long. i am almost done with school, i only have two days left, and then summer starts. i probably have failed one class but its ok, its been a tough year for me and im just glad that im doing good and ... » Continue Reading
i feel weird. i feel like this is a time where i don't feel sad or angry anymore, i feel just okay. i feel like i'm not trying to survive anymore and it's a weird feeling. i am doing okay and its a new thing for me. i am no longer stuck on old people and i am starting to feel what living life is like. » Continue Reading
went on a date yesterday and it went great the only thing is that when we kissed i felt nothing lmao. but i think it's normal cuz we've known each other for like three days so im still waiting to see what happens. he's really nice and sweet and a good kisser but idk. i'm still gonna wait to see what happens next so i'll eventually update the blog. also tomorrow im getting my first tattoo done and ... » Continue Reading