uptdate- it's been two years

hey guys, it's been a little over a year since I updated my blog and boy things have changed.

First of all me and the guy that i wrote the entry two years and a half ago is now my ex LMAO. We officially broke up this may but tbh it was long overdue plus, we already had broken up once but tried to make it work (and obviously failed). Anyways i graduated high school and took a gap year cause that felt the best in my case. I ended up applying to my dream university and got accepted!!! I started this September:)I moved out in August and now my life looks so different from what it used to and God if I think about this I might cry but I'm so proud of myself. I am so proud of the 14 year old girl who didn't think she'd make it this far. Anyways I don't want to get too emotional about this<3. I am not in the best mental space but that's okay, i feel like that just comes with adulthood lol. It's not like I feel bad or have negative thoughts but I slowly feel the mindlessness of adolescence being ripped from my body, mind and soul, in the sense that as i grow older I start to feel more responsibilities. It's not necessarily a bad thing, just odd that's all.  I hope whoever is reading this is doing well! I'll update you guys the next time I remember this blog!!