life update and yap

Hi guys, happy new year!!!!

I just realized it's almost been three years since i opened up my spacehey account and I feel like it perfectly depicts how life is about ups and downs.

i started writing when i was in a bad mental space and over the moths and years I got better but now I feel like I'm at the starting point. It's okay I try to be self-aware about my mental health and the reasons it might be declining right now.  I try to acknowledge it and embrace it and I really want to get better but it's hard obviously.

Anyways, uni is been really overwhelming and I've been working on a project with some classmates and I feel like I'm always taking initiative for the deadlines and assignments and it's just really taking a toll on my mental health as well.

Tomorrow I have an exam and I'm not really sure how I feel about it but I'm planning to go on a run tonight to try and clear my mind up. I also need to do some groceries so I'm gonna try to kill two bird with one stone if possible. 

I also started watching 'the walking dead' and I've been really enjoying it but yeah this has been my life so far.

Hope you guys have a good weekend and I'll update this whenever I remember of this site, love you all, see you in the future,