Since I was a little girl I have always longed and craved better. Better treatment from my father and stepmom. Better living conditions. Better/genuine friends. And a better mental health. Even at 24 I still sought better from life. Better connections and better understand from others. That ended yesterday. Yesterday I realize, truly realized, that constantly expecting better or even just to get ... » Continue Reading
I will be honest I have been afraid to post here. What if nobody cares? What if they DO care but I say something wrong? What if what I have to say isn't something people want to hear? Fear is self sabotage and I don't want to self sabotage any longer. So here are some life updates: ~Moved in with my mom ~About to start Art School in April (I'm so EXCITED!) ~Radically accepted that I am an Audhd in... » Continue Reading
So I'm a streamer. I play mostly Valorant and DBD but today while streaming this pick me girl told my friend shes "ass" cause she died? (Going 0/2/0 btw) Then she said "Are you Black you sound Black?" A for the rest of the day told me to "Go get em monkey!" And telling me im a gorilla and her bf started called me stereotypical Black names. And its just like... racists be sooooo bold behind a scree... » Continue Reading
Hello hello! Sorry I haven't been on recently. My PC has been having some troubles so I've been in a really low place. Y'all know about my love of Valorant but since their new update I haven't been able to play properly :( My PC can no longer handle the graphics or the games which has been very heartbreaking for me. Its my favorite game so with this comes a loss of my sort of "safe space" if y'all... » Continue Reading
Today me and one of my closest friends hung out for the first time in forever. We started the day off with SummerMoon Coffee (I got a matcha latte with half Moon Milk). First time trying this coffee shop and their unique milk blend! It was sooooo good! Very interesting and kinda hard to describe the milks flavor but it was like... almond milkish, with like vanilla, kinda nutty maybe? And there was... » Continue Reading
Right now this is my current and favorite hyperfixation lol I main Reyna, Jett, and Sage! TBH I do best as Reyna but i get the team more wins as Sage if that makes sense? Like strategic walling off of areas/spike, slowing down enemies, etc. Anyway just wanted to rant about Val :3 » Continue Reading