It's been a long time

I will be honest I have been afraid to post here.
What if nobody cares? What if they DO care but I say something wrong? What if what I have to say isn't something people want to hear?

Fear is self sabotage and I don't want to self sabotage any longer. So here are some life updates:
~Moved in with my mom
~About to start Art School in April (I'm so EXCITED!)
~Radically accepted that I am an Audhd individual with BPD* and learning how not to let these things define me while also learning my limits and boundaries
~Gained a new job as a server at an independent pizzeria but left due to my boss being petty and negligent :c 
~Took up digital Art! With the support of my boyfriend I made art again! I will link it below!
~Got a PS4, PSPVita, PSP2000 (modded both psp devices) and just embraced my love for Sony tech
~Lost my Betta fish Ares ; - ;
~Gained a snail army of pink Ramshorn snails
~Still struggling to find a therapist in my area or online (Most online therapies don't accept Tricare, if you know of any reputable online therapists that do, PLEASE LMK♥)


*Please do not judge me based on my diagnosis and the trauma that caused it. I am not manipulative, evil or any of those stereotypes. I am hypersensitive and emotional to sadness and internal frustration. And I do not believe in taking my anger out on others as many have assumed in the past. I'm just a sensitive person seeking to understand this world and my place within it. Thank you♥*