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"School is killing me"
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I’m really sorry for my last post, the bad thoughts got to me and I’m extremely lucky to have that dude not be here the day after I post that, I also had a adult to talk too. I was looking through a cabinet filled of old papers today and I found a notebook, I opened it up and saw that I written about hating my body. It made realize how long I felt hate for my own body. I can’t remember when it a... » Continue Reading
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I don’t wanna go to any public place, it feels like everyone is watching me and wanting me to be dead or murder. This is so bad at school cause I know most people at the school I go to think I’m terrible for not fitting gender rolls, I know they just want me dead. I can’t deal with it anymore, and I believe someone is actually out to get me for it. I have no one to protect me and I wish I could d... » Continue Reading
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My body is disgusting, I hate it so much and all it does is make me feel bad about myself. Everything about my uterus is so gross and wrong. To tell the truth I think my period lasted only for two days this month, how? I have no clue to tell the honest truth. I want this self hate to go away. I’ve also been over working myself these two past weeks. My grades were so bad and I would’ve been a com... » Continue Reading
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I love, Love, LOVE my boyfriend so much Hearing his voice makes me so happy, earlier I was on a call with him and we were talking until I had to leave to eat dinner. A part of me feels like a bad lover for not knowing their birthday and that they are right now 16 years old. » Continue Reading
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I finally have a fucking phone number, all my friends already have one T-T OH YEAH I can finally call my boyfriend and hear his voice, I might call him after I post this :p It's kind of sad that I had to wait till now to even get a phone number. I still don't have a key to my home, I'm not allow to walk home even though I know the way and I'm not dumb enough to so something bad on the streets. ... » Continue Reading
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I feel the need to talk about my identity On February 28th in the morning I was on TikTok still eating my breakfast. On my phone some fanart of Dirk Strider came up on my fyp. And I don’t really know how to describe it but all I can say is that I felt wrong when I looked back at my body when I looked away from my phone. Something in the back of my brain kept telling me that I was him, you know ... » Continue Reading
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Omg so lately I’ve been getting into greek mythology because of Epic the musical and HadesTown and I swear it’s so interesting and I can’t stop thinking about it. I have just been listening to songs on repeat, Puppeteer is like my favorite song from Epic the musical. From HadesTown I really like Doubt Comes In, and Chant (Reprise) I’m also almost done reading the Odyssey and if I remember correct... » Continue Reading
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I was thinking about Mortal Kombat and I just remembered that I had a HUGE crush on one of the characters. It was Kitana that I had a crush on and like, who can blame me. She’s so fucking attractive it hurts me to the point of tears. WHY CANT THERE BE A WOMAN AS ATTRACTIVE AS SHE IS IRL. She was also my first girl crush as a little girl too btw. Also playing as her is fun in my opinion when I use... » Continue Reading
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I actually threw up today for once, after eating dinner tonight I had to throw up since I believe my stomach isn’t digesting food properly. It was kinda a lot of food but honestly what do you expect, I had Panda and they always pack a lot of food for some reason. I really don’t understand how people can eat an entire meal and that’s probably because I’m way too small for a literal 15 year old. Lik... » Continue Reading
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So, something crazy happen. One of my HORRIBLE "friend" somehow got a girlfriend after all of his bitiching about not having one. what really happened was that he stole someone's girl by saying the person she was dating before was a bad dude. This person he is dating is someone who we don't even know irl from what I know, I don't even know if they are a cis female since they go by a common tran... » Continue Reading
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I'm so sleepy, for some fucking reason my dumbass decided to stay up till one in the night last night. thank haven that today was a late start day because if it wasn't then i WOULD HAVE fallen asleep in math class today. Also I'm gonna do the smart thing and start to control how much coffee I drink daily, I kind of started that randomly today lol. Chat, is it bad I keep forgetting I'm 15 and that... » Continue Reading
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I know valentines is next month but I can’t stop thinking about what I might do for that day. I have a long distance boyfriend, we kinda had a complicated history together back when he used to live in the same area as me. This was mainly because people at our school HATED us. They hated him more and that led them to harass us Because we had the same feelings towards each other. When we first brok... » Continue Reading
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