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—> About Me My name and age : My chosen name is Lucian , I was born on May 23rd, 2009 (That means I’m 16 years old right now) My preferred pronouns : » Continue Reading
Art1st1c-Ac1d [A.A]
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"School is killing me"
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Internet Diary 45#
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I got so sick and now I have to take a bunch of medicine, the cough medicine fucking taste horrible and it always confuses my mouth for some reason. Like, my mouth gets confused on if I should swallow it or not and I have to tell myself to swallow it because of that. Besides that happing recently, on a brighter side I realized that I have a reason to live that came from me. People have to give me... » Continue Reading
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Internet Diary 44#
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For the longest time I didn’t want to post on here and that was because of my layout, it’s a good thing I changed it so I’m happy with it again. A lot has happened since the last time I posted, mainly because I started talking to a therapist and my counselor. My dad now knows about how I’m still trans and I wouldn’t say he’s too supportive but I think he’s a tiny bit distant from me which isn’t r... » Continue Reading
Internet Diary 43#
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I forgot how gender identity and gender expression are two different things and not the same thing and that I didn’t understand what genderqueer actually meant. Yeah, I thought I knew what it meant but it turns out I was wrong. Genuinely I forgot how a dude doesn’t need to be masculine to be a guy and it doesn’t make you any less of a guy when you do like to be feminine. I feel like a fucking idio... » Continue Reading
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Internet Diary 42#
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I’m finally gonna admit that i’m not just asexual, I always had been aromatic and for the longest time I tried to deny it because it made me feel like it was distancing me from being seen as normal way more then I technically already am. My friends understand me and i made the full on realization to not hide anymore while i was talking to them about my romantic attraction that never existed. Back ... » Continue Reading
Internet Diary 41#
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I'm so sleepy right now... Anyways For the past days I've been struggling trying to figure out what the fuck is happening with my romantic attraction, this is why I hadn't been identifying as pansexual like I was before I started to question it. Truly right now I am not happy with the relationship I'm in at this moment and I don't know how I could communicate that with him without feeling like I'... » Continue Reading
Internet Diary 40#
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MY HAIR IS FINALLY BLACK AND RED :D anyways I’m at the point again where i’m hating my body because of how my body looks and works. It’s not my hair’s fault at all, I absolutely LOVE my hair right now :3 I’m just unhappy and uncomfortable with the way how i’m meant to be looking like a female and my body is doing things that a woman does. I just hate the fact my body is producing estrogen and tha... » Continue Reading
Internet Diary 39#
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I swear my attention span had been even worse, it’s really hard for me to focus right now on work that needs to be done. The reason why I haven’t been updating my blog is because I had to start summer school, and it’s taking time out of my day to catch up with the work. I had to fucking change classes on the 2nd day because the online thing was extremely difficult and something that I wouldn’t be ... » Continue Reading
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Internet Diary 38#
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I'm doing better now I still woke up having that same feeling :p I'm sorry for my last post, it was late and I was thinking about myself since I recently started to realize how real everything is starting to feel. Also it's been getting even more harder to feel comfortable people using she/her pronouns, my deadname, or even calling me a female. A couple days ago my grandma got me a new swim sui... » Continue Reading
Internet Diary 37#
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It feels like everything is falling apart in my life. Everything is just crashing down, my brain is becoming more aware of myself. It makes me feel crazy and I can’t cry about it because for some reason I can’t get the feeling fully out. I don’t like this at all It feels like i should be talking to my ex right now but I can’t because we ended our friendship long ago. I’m gonna lose it if my mind... » Continue Reading
Internet Diary 36#
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MY BIRTHDAY IS IN THREE DAYS IF YOU COUNT TODAY :D Anyways I don’t know what to feel about being called pocket sized by my friends today, I know it’s another way of them calling me short lmao. That’s all I’ll type for today :3 » Continue Reading
Internet Diary 35#
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4 days till my birthday if you count today o(^▽^)o I’m so excited yippee Anyways I did not have to go to the dentist today because for some reason they canceled it. I’m happy I did not have to do that today to be honest :3 Oh yeah I guess i’m gonna make a internet diary each day to count to my birthday :p Luckily I didn’t have art block for my traditional drawing today. I drew » Continue Reading