Internet Diary 40#

MY HAIR IS FINALLY BLACK AND RED :D

anyways 

I’m at the point again where i’m hating my body because of how my body looks and works.

It’s not my hair’s fault at all, I absolutely LOVE my hair right now :3

I’m just unhappy and uncomfortable with the way how i’m meant to be looking like a female and my body is doing things that a woman does.

I just hate the fact my body is producing estrogen and that’s why I look like a female and act like one in the way that I’m always emotional during my period.

Honestly, i think i’m gonna start trying to wear things that don’t show my curves on my waist even when I’m just home doing absolutely nothing.

The curves on my body look so wrong to me just like how my hips and face are shaped. 

At least I know that i could be a tiny bit happy about my face and that I don’t need to change that in the future.

My hips are honestly just wrong, it doesn’t feel like it’s something I am meant to have like my period.

I am glad that my brain still hasn’t been too focused on my chest, it’s only been bothering me a tiny bit today.

Today as I was sitting on my bed I had looked down and I instantly felt bad about how my body looked down there, I dislike that the pants I was wearing were perfectly fitted.

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Sorry for that, that had been on my mind all day for today.

Imma talk about my special interest now >:3

I am absolutely obsessed with Toothy right now for some reason.

He’s just too cute and so dumb looking in a way that I could throw him around like a stuffed animal or hug him to death out of pure love.

Is it bad that I keep watching Eye Candy over and over just because that’s one of my favorite episodes of HTF that had Toothy in it?

That’s all I’ll write for tonight o(^▽^)o