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Category: Life
trying to write to feel better but i know it wont work. i dont feel much & never have, ever since i was a kid. i always lived life with a numb feel to it all, maybe cuz life sucks but also because its how i was wired. the feelings of fun, excitement, thrill & even fear are some what foreign to me. the only true emotion i know i feel are those associated with loneliness. despair & emptiness are alw... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im sick & tired of being cold, & i mean this is so literally. im anemic. which makes me prone to getting colder faster & more often than normal. in my opinion this winter has been extremely cold, various winter storms & more that normal rain & snow fall (but lets not get into the climate problems of the world). while im on the topic of "what-not-to-mention", can i just say that cold winters arent ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
wanting to be fucking held!!! it gets so hard to hold on to myself. i need someone to hold me, to hold on for me. im not drowning but im so deep into this feeling of isolation. as if its a darkness engulfing my entire being & existence. it gets so hard to hold on. i just wanna be held. to be embraced by arms full of love for me. is it too much to ask for??? i guess yes since i have no friends & am... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
i came across "i thing youre really cool" by Guardin & wow instantly obsessed. his voice??? can be so soft but still a deep raspyness to it *insert heart emoji* amazing. his words be hitting too. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
gunna try to use my (so not perfect) writing skills to just express my mind in beautiful ways. To rant a bit: ive been on a downward-rolling rollercoaster since yesterday & have been real low today. as the hours go by though, it seems to be leveling out, not going up yet but at least no more going down. does any one understand what im trying to say? emotions are something ive never been successful... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Im glad this website exists. Im excited to meet like-minded people, but before that, heres a little peek into my mind: I love to stimulate the mind. Wether with a GREAT song or with a controversial question. i love to love but this world has made me hate more, which i hate. lol enjoying life differently is what im about here. I want to learn about you & what makes you laugh & cry & TALK endless » Continue Reading
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