creative writing

gunna try to use my (so not perfect) writing skills to just express my mind in beautiful ways. To rant a bit: ive been on a downward-rolling rollercoaster since yesterday & have been real low today. as the hours go by though, it seems to be leveling out, not going up yet but at least no more going down. does any one understand what im trying to say? emotions are something ive never been successful at dealing with, expressing or even feeling. just like the concept of time, emotions feel like a foreign concept to me. something real that i am not part of. something not a part of me. any one out there willing to heal & grow & connect with genuine humans, even just talk about feelings, or lack there of, send me a friend request. <3