Astra<3

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"Sittin around "

19,Pansexual, she/they/him, and from ky

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Ah shit.

Category: Romance and Relationships

Sooo. I'm not single anymore. Um I actually got back with one of my exs (for the third time) after a while of us not dating. It was always a right person wrong time type of thing. We both where ungodly mentally unstable and not healed at all. Though things change. Of course theirs still problem with that we both have trama and it's not magically gonna disappear. I love him more than anything. He's... » Continue Reading

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Love

Category: Romance and Relationships

I have craved love since I was young. Since I knew that romantic relationships where. I believe I did so because my family luck in love is low. I mean my nana has been married 8 times. Doesn't exactly set a good example for my mother did it? I crave love yet I don't go out of my way to find someone. I've gotten to the point where I rather stay in my fantasies than try Because I'm scared. I've alre... » Continue Reading

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Life update

Category: Life

So I do have bipolar 2 lol. Uh I'm aroflux apparently wich explains alot. I'm 17 now and a junior my cumulative GPA was a 3.4 hoping to take double credit courses. Um I may have to cut out my mother out of my life if she continues to do drugs. I'm job hunting it's not going well. I'm working with someone to get me out of the house possibly doing volunteer work they are also maybe gonna help me go ... » Continue Reading

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Fanfic writing

Category: Writing and Poetry

Man Some of my friends convinced me to start writing a fanfic. And man im only on chapter one and its probably gonna be around 4,000 word long. Im assuming i have this motivation from a manic episode. Note ive never written a fan fic before in my life let alone post it. but its fun. i like it so far.  » Continue Reading

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Possible having bipolar 2

Category: Life

I've started going to therapy and she very quickly said that from the sounds of it I have bipolar type 2. Bipolar type 2 is essential I've never reached a full manic episode. I start doing reckless or stupid things but it never on the same scale of people with type 1 who like sell their car. Type 2 also means I usally have more,longer, downs than ups with little middle ground. It also explains my ... » Continue Reading

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Dont react

Category: Life

I learned today more than ever that for certain people you shouldn't react to shit they say. Because they want that reaction to create even more problems. So I was nice. Through gritting teeth I told them I did not care and I just wanted to maintain mutual respect not to fuck with eachother. It was a lie ofcourse there is nothing more I want to do than shred them to bits. But nothing will beat loo... » Continue Reading

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Bad person

Category: Life

My freind (who is on here hello) asked my if I'm okay being a bad person. Because before I mention how I know I'm a bad person. Wich I am. I know I've done shitty thing and I'll probably do bad things whather I know them or not. Theirs time the world won't allow you to be a good person and sometimes your own emotions won't allow you too. I'm a bitch,I'm rude,I've mipulayed, and I've lied. I've gos... » Continue Reading

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Scary Hot

Category: Romance and Relationships

If you don't understand what scary hot mean is someone is hot but they have a face and body language that screams don't fucking talk to me. I've been told a few times that I'm this but I'm here to say shoot your shot I can't generalize but atleast for me if you have the confidence to talk to me and tell me I'm attractive (in a non creepy predatory way) I'm probably gonna talk to you are my standar... » Continue Reading

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Mummy/daddy im a zombie

Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities

Look okay I have memories of these movies though they br vague I remebr loving them and being in love with the one pirate dude. I kinda wanna watch them. Please tell me someone rembers the. » Continue Reading

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Day of silence

Category: Life

Today is day of silence for LGBTQ+ children for billing,repression, and more so please if you can stay silent today or as quite as you can if you wish to proticpate. If you are in public whater that be at school or not "break the silence " at the end of the day when you do be as loud as possible. Thank you for more info look up GLSEN  » Continue Reading

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I need friends

Category: Friends

Just as it says I need freinds I'm very bored. I swear I'm a generally nice person just a bit of a bitch. I'll listen to pretty much any music though I prefere it to be loud I enjoy reading anime extra and I'm also down to just talk shit if that what you want. Add me on here or one of my socials on my profile and I'll mostlikly awnser » Continue Reading

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Songs~

Category: Music

Okay okay the sound Monster by dodie is mwah♡ I relate to it a little too much also also deeply by bôa their great. Also music recs would be great~ » Continue Reading

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