Love

I have craved love since I was young. Since I knew that romantic relationships where. I believe I did so because my family luck in love is low. I mean my nana has been married 8 times. Doesn't exactly set a good example for my mother did it? I crave love yet I don't go out of my way to find someone. I've gotten to the point where I rather stay in my fantasies than try Because I'm scared. I've already been in a few shitty relationships their more than enough so I'll do my best to focus on grades so I can get into a good college and hopefully a good job.